"No Drew! Don't leave me! Please, I'm begging you..,I can't imagine my life without you! Please! ", I said to him. "No Ally, my decision is final.., I don't love you anymore, just please let me go, you have to move on, sorry for all the pains that I've caused you",he said. "No! No! No! Drew please ",I kneel down and hold his hand. "I'm sorry but I have to go, I'm sorry Ally",and with that he left without even trying to look back to see me. "Drew No! ",I shouted. "Ally! You're dreaming again",my mom said. My tears are now starting to fall again. When will my heart gonna heal? Every night I'm always dreaming of that scenario, that painful scenario. "Ally, eat your breakfast, it's been weeks since you didn't try to eat well, look at yourself, you're getting worse",my mom said sadly. "Ma I can't live like this, I'm trying my best to move on, to forget everything, but.., I can't, I really can't ",I said to her. "My dear, I understand you, I really do. I know you need time to forget everything, but please, you have to fix yourself. There's so much things that you've already lost",she holds my hand. My God! Seeing my mom like this makes me weaker. Honestly I really don't know what do I need to do, I don't know how to fix myself. I'm totally broken. My mom left me in my room. My phone suddenly rings. I pick up my phone and answer the call. "Hello? ",I said. "Ally best",she said. She's Audrey my bestfriend. "Yes? " I said weakly. "How are you? I'm sorry for not visiting you these past few days. I'm still busy with my ofgice works you know", she said. "I understand, you don't have to visit me every single day",I said. "Best wanna go out this evening? Come with us best",she said excitedly. "Okey",I said then I hang up the phone. Maybe this is the right time to at least lessen the pain and start to forget everything. I eat my breakfast and start to pick up a dress to wear tonight. I open my cabinet but suddenly I feel sad and weak again. Everything in my cabinet reminds me of Andrew. The hell! Maybe I have to buy new dresses and keep all of these or it's better if I will donate this. I took a shower and wear just jeans and shirt. I get my key and drive to the mall. I start to look for a new dresses and shoes and I'm planning to have a new haircut and new hairstyle. I wnat everything to be new, part of moving on I guess. After doing everything I went home and rest. I'll start to be witg my friends tonight to start again, to start a new life. Without him I go to the bar with my bestfriend to have fun together with our other friends. Everything is fine until I saw Andrew's friend entering the bar. I try to look away. I don't want to see him for I know that I will just gonna feel the pain again. I stand up and go to the restroom. I'm not ready to see him, the pain is still fresh. After a little retouch I came back with them to tell them that I'm gonna go home but I think I don't have to do that because Andrew is not with them. I sighed, I felt relief. I sat down and start to drink wine again when Lucas one of his bestfriend went to us. "Oh Ally you're here",he said. "Isn't obvious? ",I said sarcastically. "Relax Ally. I just don't see you these past few weeks, I just wonder where did you go, I thought you and Andrew are in a vacation",he said. "Andrew and I were over",I said as I drink a glass of wine that I was holding. "What? Really? Since when? He didn't tell us about your break up",he said. "I don't know why he didn't tell you about it. He said he don't live me anymore. I begged for him, I was desperate that time but he still chose to broke up with me",I said emotionless. "What? He said that? ",he was shocked. "Yeah, you must know that, you're his bestfriend",I said. "What you mean he really didn't show up and tell you about us? ",I said.That was strange. "Yeah, we're wondering where the hell is he now",he said. "Well that's not my problem, we're over. Excuse me I have to go home and rest. "But he didn't tell us anything. He didn't show up after he went to the hospital" what Lucas told me earlier keeps on flashing on my mind. Common Allison Mondeverde! Forget him! You don't have to know the reason, he don't love you anymore! I washed up and wear my night gown. I take my sleeping pills and lay down on my bed. It's been a ling tiring day.
Andrew's POV
"Common Andrew, take your medicine, you'll not gonna survive if you will not going to take all of this . You're going to undergo operation next week",my mom said. "Ma please, we cannot change the fact that I'll gonna die soon, though I'll accept that operation or even take that medicine nothing will change, still I will die..,I've already accept my fate",I said to her. I don't want them to suffer. If I am going to fight with this damn brain tumor, I just give them a false hope. "Son please fight for us, for Allison",she said. "Ma I don't want Ally to suffer too, I love her very much but I think I am not the right man that she deserves",I said and now I'm dying again. I know that this is so gay but I can't help but cry. "Drew if this is what you want then I think I can do nothing to stop you. What do you want now? " she asked me. I can see in her eyes the pain and sadness. "I'm so sorry Mom, I want to come back to the Philippines. I know I will die soon and I want to at least see my friends, our relatives and Ally before I die",I said. My mom only nod and left in my room. I can't really inagine before that I'm gonna suffer all of this at the present. I had a wonderful life with my friends, my family, with Allison.
FLASHBACK
"Hon, I will just get some drinks for them",Ally said while pointing our friends. We are here at Allyson's house. Today is her 23rd birthday. I told her to arrange a party but she refused for the reason that she only want to be with us, so we decided to celebrate her birthday here with our friends and families. I really love Ally, she's my life, and I really imagine my future with her. "Guys I have an announcement to make",Ally said while holding a glass of wine. "What is that Ally? " Marco said. "Hmm it's just an achievement I guess",she said while smiling. "Ahw.., that's good to hear, I thought you're going to annouce that you and Andrew are already engaged",Audrey said. I laughed. "Why are you laughing Mr. Villacorte? " she said while wearing her"what look"."Nothing",I said. "Why? You don't want that idea that's why you're laughing coz you are thinking that it's just a joke? "she said. Oh my here she is again. "No. I didn't mean that way, actually, I wanna marry you Ally, I wanna grow old with you, I love you",I said and I mean it. "Is that true? " she asked. "Thank you and I Love You".
END OF FLASHBACK
I missed her very much. How I wish I can still hold her hand, kiss her and show how much I really love her. But now that I'm ill, I can no longer do that.
Ally's POV
It's been weeks since I always feel dizzy and always feeling weak, and always wanted to see Andrew's picture and I hate it, how can I forget him and move on if I am always starring at his picture. Stupid actions again Allison. I went to the kitchen to eat. I'm starving. I was about to open the refrigerator when I smell something irritating. "Ya, what's that bad odor? " I shouted. "Bad odor mam? I can't smell anything bad",Yaya said. "What are you cooking ya? " I asked her. "Adobo mam, and it smells so good",she said. I try to come nearer to her but I can't take to smell it. I just go to my room and take a bath. I wanna eat outside. I drive to the nearest restaurant. While driving, I felt sleepy. Oh my.., why now? I wanna eat, I'm already starving. I was about to turn left when a big truck is coming on my way, and it's like the driver don't have any plan to stop. I try my best to avoid the truck but it's too late. Everything went black.
Andrew's POV
Thank God I'm here again in Philippines. We just arrive here last night and I'm here in my room taking a rest. Suddenly my friends were arrived. I just remembered the time when I left without telling them the reason. "Bro, you're here",Marco said. "Yeah, so why are you guys here? " I asked them. "Wow! after everything you did, for leaving without saying something still you have the guts to ask us about that? " John said. "I'm sorry, I thought you know everything about my condition",I said. "Yeah.., but it's not right to not inform Ally about this",Marco said. "Bro I don't want her to suffer, I want her to forget me before I die",I said. "Well if that's what you want. Anyway we've seen her last night in the bar",Marco said. "Really? Is she's fine? ",I immediately asked. "No I guess, I know that she's still affected",he said. I just nod then suddenly Marco's phone rings and he immediately answer the call. "Hello? Audrey? What? Where? What hospital? " he said. I suddenly felt nervous when I heard what Marco's said. "Okok we're goona go there",he said. "Why Marco? What happened? " I asked him. "Drew Ally is.., "he said."Ally is what Marco? "I said in raised voice."She's in the hospital ",he said.I can see in his eyes that there's something wrong ."What? WhWhy? " I asked. "I don't know. We're gonna go there to know what happened ",he said. "I'll come with you",I said. "Are you sure Drew?now? Marco asked me. "Yeah",I answered.
After 20 minutes, we've arrived at the hospital where Ally was being brought. When I enter the hospital and go to the room of Ally, I saw Tita Cynthia crying and Tito Jonathan hughing Tita. I know that there's something wrong. I go to them and I was shocked when tita slapped me very hard. "Are you happy now? " she said. "Tita",that's the only word that comes out from my mouth. "How thick is your face for showing up after what you did to my daughter",tito said. He was about to punch me when my friends stopped him. "Sorry tito, tita. I'm so sorry",I said. "Sorry? Will your sorry can return the life of my daughter and her child?". I was shocked when I heard it. "Her child? She's dead? No!Ally isn't dead. No! " I said. Child? Is she's pregnant? Oh my! I don't know. I really don't know that she's pregnant. I suddenly remember when I and Ally made love. My god! How stupid am I for forgetting it! I'm so stupid for leaving her without even thinking that she would get pregnant. I lost my baby and my love. I open the door and saw Ally was covered witg white blanket. "Ally I'm very sorry... I was very selfish. I didn't tell you that I'm dying that's why I left you. Sorry for being weak, I'm so sorry for leaving you. If I didn't do that maybe you're still alive with our baby",I said. I cry like there's no tomorrow. "I love you Ally, I really do. My God why did you get Ally? Am I not enough to die? ", I said while still hugging the dead body of Allison.
