Last time I saw him, they were holding hands. I left something behind him. I gave him a reason to go after me, but he didn't do it. I walked home in the dark, there was a couple of people playing tennis. I started to think, for some reason, of the song Hey Jude and I wondered if he ever turned around. So I just started to imagine the song and everyone singing it like on the movies, and before I open the door to get home he would come running and tell me that I left something. And I would smile. But it didn't happen, I just imagined it, then I went back to reality. I kept walking on the dark and I looked back a couple of times, with hope on my eyes I just wanted to see him, but, once again, it didn't happen. My friend told me that they were going to bring me what I "Left" on the pool. I waited outside my apartment, I waited for about 15 minutes. They never came.
I text her to see what happened and she told me she forgot and they were eating pizza with his father. It broke my heart. But, why? I just met this guy and I feel like someone put their hand on my mouth deep into my stomach and was playing with my organs. I'm not sure you know what I mean. I felt upset just because they were eating pizza. What kind of stupid, nonsense, feeling do I have?
I was just with him about three or four hours. I've never seen him before.Never. I'm not even sure why I'm writing this. I just couldn't tell anyone, not yet, not tomorrow or the day after. This is weird, it is weird. Nothing else happen, after i ate lunch, my friend came knocking my door with her friend, who's five years older than me and four years younger than my friend. So my brother and I went to take a walk with them, it was actually really fun. Somethings happen... Like that he was treating my friend like if she was his girlfriend, it was awkward. But it was all a joke, i think.
It was getting dark so we went to the pool , we didn't go in the pool, it was too cold for that. So we were just sitting there talking about.. stuff. At one moment my friend and this guy were sitting one in front of each other, kind of holding hands. Then my father called my brother so he had to go. My father came and picked him up to go somewhere. They just left me there with this couple. The worst thing is that my friend didn't even like him.
I was there with both of them, my friend kind of stopped me from leaving, but I had to. It was the right thing to do.So I left, but before I left I put something behind him, I can't tell you what it was. And I left. When I was at home, just about to knock on the door so then my mother can let me in. I waited three seconds, i counted them. I'm not sure why , but nothing happened on those three seconds. So I went in and well.. You know the rest.
I just wanted to tell you my story.
