Redamancy (Z.M and G.H)

Chapter 6

Since that day I haven't even hung out with the others I stayed in my apartment I couldn't possibly get out.That day when I saw that guy suffering it reminded me of a horrible moment of my past,Zayn reminded me of someone.It's hard to believe that it's the same Zayn who agreed to eat and that for me,from acting like he's nice to showing his true colours.For one week I stayed in my apartment thinking of how my life could have been much better then what I went through.Oli and Em wanted to go to the mall and I agreed.I tried to look decent enough.

"Hey Gi" Oli hugged me once I came outside of my flat.

"Hey girls" we all say down in the car and Em drove over towards the mall.

"How are you feeling Gi"

"Good" I smiled to Oli

When we arrived at mall the girls went basically running while they left me there at the entrance.Wow,they kinda force me to come here and then they leave me alone.Oh well I'll just go shop some things by myself,I don't have any energy to find for them.

Zayn's pov
For once I agreed to go to the mall with the other boys.They told me a long speech of how I always wear the same black themes clothes.When we arrived I basically just turned my head for like seconds and when I looked to see them they disappeared.I swear those boys are so annoying they bring me here but they leave me like that alone looking like a total fool. I don't know why I decided to go actually shop,didn't care if they weren't with me.When I arrived at a shop were I usually buy my things I saw girl with blond hair,tall I don't know why it made me think of Gigi.Talking about her I didn't even see her till that day but why do I care about her talking to me or me seeing her.I might be wrong though I just continued looking for things.

Gigi's pov
I was looking trough the racks for decent and at the same time hot clothes.I still haven't seen the girls anywhere and they didn't even bother calling me or anything.At a moment I turned my head and I saw a figure that looked just like him I'm just hallucinating and when that figure turned a little bit around I noticed that I wasn't and that it was Zayn...

Louis's pov
Us boys and girls we made a plan to make Zayn and Gigi,at least make them get together.Em had explained to me the situation that happened and the fact that Zayn was open about his problems to Gigi,which was a big achievement for him.We arrived separately but here we are all together now spying on them.They kinda saw each other but still haven't talked or anything and I'm kinda craving starbucks...

Gigi's pov
What is Zayn doing here,I thought he was hibernating in a cave or something and plus I didn't even want to see him.As I was going to leave

"Gigi?" I looked at Zayn and I don't know if I was surprised for the fact he said my name or he's actually here talking to me.

"Hey" I waved awkwardly

"What brings you here"

"Um...shopping,you?"

"Same" this was the most awkward thing.

"Nice" I was going to leave when he took a hold of my wrist. I looked at him and he let go.

"Sorry" It's like he wanted to tell me something but he gave up.He was going to leave but the boys came out of nowhere and the girls came shortly after.

"Don't go Gigi,you have to stay with Zayn" Louis blurted out.

"Oh so you guys were into this" they all nod and Zayn got somehow angry.

"Guys,I had told you there's a reason why I didn't want to see him" then Zayn's mood changed

"But you just talked to me properly" he said

"That's how I was raised mister.I'm far away from being rude,no matter how people act I still manage to keep a smile on and respect them even if they don't.The last freeking thing I do not kill people,I don't murder them literally" the others had a surprised face on.

"What are you talking about Gi,Zayn wouldn't do that" Liam said

"What were you guys doing all those years,couldn't you guys take care of your friend" I turned to Zayn

"And you didn't your parents even raised you right,taking people's life out for your own pleasure" then that's when he lost it and slapped me,what did I do now

"How dare you" I was going to slapped him but he stopped me

"No one talks about my parents like that,never even bring my parents into this.Who the fuck do you think you are uh?Your talking about me,look at you,at least I'm respectful towards elderly,this is what you have grown into,a woman that doesn't respect other people.I've been not saying anything when you made up things about me or when you stuck your nose into my businesses.Now shut up and get your shit together,my life is enough ruined for having to know you.The next thing,don't ever talk to me or even try to find me cause I know your stupid ass will come again even if you hate me and as well as I hate you.Your old enough to know what to do or do you want someone to do that for you as well.God gave you a brain,use it" with that he left angry and with me ashamed of what I did and hurt as well.I knew that I should have died in that car accident with my mom and brother,I should have but know god saved me,god saved my stupid ass.

Flashback
My 5 years old brother,my mom and my 9 year old self,we were just going to my sister's runway show and since my sister and dad were already there,we were the three of us in the car.There's was a snow storm outside a typical Montreal day and there was a lot of traffic plus it was foggy.We were smiling,singing to the songs on the radio then BEEP! That's when it scattered,the car was all squished all destructed. I remember being rushed into the hospital and that's when I passed out.When I woke up doctors and nurses where talking and rushing to my side.

"Mommy!!!Mommy!!!"

"Your mommy isn't here darling" a nurse said

"NO I WANT MY MOMMY" and I cried and cried.Then my dad entered along with my sister and I saw his tears and I had tears running down.

"Gigi your mom and brother died baby.They aren't here anymore" he cried holding me into his arms. I cried with him,cried my eyes out my mom was gone and my little brother with her.
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At 15 years old that's when I decided to leave.

"Gigi your 15 your not going anywhere" my dad

"You know what you aren't the one to decide for the things I'll do.Nana is going to London and I'm going with her,I want a new life far away from all of you.You were the cause of mom's death if you didn't go earlier then us because of your selfless you have,my mom and brother would be here with me.It's because of you,so listen you won't stop me Mr.Hadid"
then I left,I left from there,I stayed with my grandma until I was 18 old enough to buy myself an apartment and move into it,my nana died when I was 19 because of cancer and My "dad" moved here and started his company but I didn't want anything from him because for me he took away the mother of a young child and a little brother for his own self.

End of flashback

I cried,I cried in front of my friends,I couldn't control those tears anymore.

"Gigi calm down it's okay" oli patted my back

"But you really shouldn't have said that" Louis said,which surprised me.

"You know guys,I thought you'd be patient with me.You'll get and try to know me more but I was wrong everyone is the same.Now if you'll excuse me I will be leaving,wait why am I saying this to you guys like it bothers any of you" I left and once outside I remembered I came with the girls,I was a little bit lazy to walk or take the bus so I called a taxi.Once I arrived,I basically locked myself and searched for a new apartment,this was anyway getting old,once I found the perfect one, I started packing then I took a shower and went to sleep.

Author's note
Sorry for not updating,get busy and all.Hope you like redamancy so far.

All the love xxx