Celebrity imagines ..

Does it feel ?! (Charlie Puth au)

Your P.O.V :

Guilt , Guilt , Guilt , hurt , Guilt... again..

I feel so upset that I wanna break that house down .. Yet I feel so sad that I wanna curl into a small ball and cry weakly ..

Nobody hurted me ... I did it to myself .. The worst part of it is that I hurted even .. My love .. My man .. I can't believe that I couldn't be faithful to a perfect man like him .. I can't believe that I cheated on Charlie ..

It's not the first time though .. I have done it couple times .. But I love him .. I'm just used to this .. Since my teenage relationships were mostly like that , let's not lie , every teenager had cheated before , Boys and girls .. All of them .. I just forgot that I'm not a teenager anymore , I'm a lady .. I'm a 21 years old woman .. I should at least respect that if I don't respect Charlie ..
Charlie .. Oh man !! My heart aches every time I think about the shit that I've done !! Oh my god !! And it aches even more when I remember that disappointed look in Charlie's eyes every time he find out about it .. The cheating .. I hate it I won't lie .. And I love him I won't lie also .. I'm just so fucked up person , but I never loved him less , and he also never lied , cheated , hurted me physically or emotionally , as I said before Charlie is a perfect man .. And no one made me feel the way he makes me feel , maybe because I'm that fucked up kind of persons who likes to try new things in life and go for adventures .. But we all has that weak assed person inside us who just wanna be loved correctly , honestly , faithfully .. And that's how Charlie makes me feel , it's not just a relationship it's what I want , I want Charlie because I love Charlie ..

But I don't know how to face him again .. I just don't know .. Maybe that feeling I have for him .. He might feel it with another one .. Someone better .. Prettier .. Honest .. Loyal .. True .. Loving .. Than me .
It hurts as fuck . and I don't wanna leave .. But it's just so much for him .. And if I couldn't be a loyal girlfriend then I should stop being a selfish bitch !! That's it ..

Charlie P.O.V :

That girl .. That girl .. Is the source of all my emotional problems .. I can't believe her , why she does that every time ?! Why ?! It's her 4th time I can't believe it !! Doesn't she love me ?! Because why would she stays with me for 3 years .. Am I not enough ?! Am I not able to make her feel love ?!
Questions keeps runing in my mind .. Why (y/n) ?! Why ?!
At least now I knew why she was trying all the time to keep further than Aaron .. I mean she cheated me but I trust her because I love her .. I swear to god I've always been faithful to her , I've never let any female from any kind to touch me in any way .
I do trust her after everything , call me stupid but I love her , and I'm not saying I'm gonna forgive her but I love her and that's what's making me feel weak and teary right now .

Your P.O.V :

The door opened !! Oh my god ..

Y/n : Bae !!

Fuck he doesn't seem happy .. Why would I expect tho

Charlie : don't Bae me OK !! We both know what's going on (y/n)

Oh my god ..

Y/N : what ?!

What the what ?!

Charlie : (y/n) you're smarter than that .. Nice try tho .. But why Aaron ?! Why not me ?! Why you always do that ?! Why?!

Oh my god .. He sounds so hurt and I can't stand it .. He started crying ..

Charlie : does it feel ?! Does it feel good when you cheat on me ?! Does it feel good when you hurt me ?! Does it feel good when you make me a loser like that ?!

No !! No it fucking  doesn't !!

Y/N : Charlie .. I'm sorry .. I love you .. I-i- just

Charlie : No you don't !! You know what it's over !!

Hell no !! I know I packed my things but no !! I love him !!
All I could see is getting down to my knees Cry and beg him .. I love him . I love him so much ..

Y/N : No !! Please !! Charlie !! I'm so sorry !! I'm so fucking sorry !! It's just ugh !!! I love you !!

Charlie : that's not gonna work with me again .. Not this time-i

Y/N : yes !! I admit !  I've cheated on you !! But I've never felt what you made me feel .. I love you Charlie .. I just love you and I can't let you go , okay ?! I was packing my things to leave you because I'm ashamed of what I've done yet I won't hide that selfish greedy bitch inside me !! I won't leave because I love you and I want you .. I just can't ..

Wow he seems so focused about what I said and I really mean it ..

Charlie : I can't just forgive you now (y/n) .. You hurted me and in the other hand I love you so much .. More than you even do love me because I've never cheated on you ..

He's right ..

Y/N : what you trying to say Charlie ?

Charlie : I need a break ..

Ouch ..

Y/N : up with me ?!

No !! Please No !!

I started crying like a pathetic bitch that I am ..

Charlie : No !! I told you I love you .. But seeing you in front of after all this it just hurts so much .. I just need to clear my mind ..

Y/N : I do understand you Charlie

Wow .. So I'll just go to my parents place and stay there for a while and maybe for a very long time , thank god I've packed my things already I can't stand packing it while I'm looking to Charlie it will make me feel destoried .. So I just had put them in my car already .. And then turned to face my man .. Sorry ..my ex man .. Charlie ..

Y/N : so I'll leave now ..

Charlie : wait !! (Y/n) don't let me down this time also .. Show me how loyal you will be and wait for me .. I love you and I'm not going anywhere .. It's just a question of a little bit of  time and I'll be back .. I love you ..

And then I kissed him .. I don't care I love this man for dealing with my bullshit for years and still love me more for years ... And yes I'm not giving up on him because he never gave up on me in all this years ..
It's my turn now to return his favor back ..

Charlie : I'll call you everyday !! I love you !!

Y/N : I love you more Charlie !!

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