recommended: read with inspirational music in the background to bring on the tears. it worked for me
hey best friend (you know who you are) im on a plane for another 5 hours or so might as well write a little segment on how much you mean to me. two days from now will have our 6 month friendaversary and im so happy that our internet friendship could remain strong despite always being 1,964 miles away from each other. you are one of the only people i trust and i cant thank you enough for bringing my life into the light again. you are the most amazing person in the world and even though sometimes i get jealous of your sub count or i post something on twitter that shakes you to the core, we will always be best friends and i would die for you in a heartbeat. i cant explain how much i love you and how much youve done for me and i would delete my youtube channel if it meant i could fly out for your birthday and meet you even just for a day. i know our parents and other friends don't understand and they sometimes get pissed off at us for bringing each other up all the time but that wont stop me from loving you to the fuckin moon and back (no homo :) and i trust you more than i will ever trust anyone. you will always be the dan to my phil and im so glad i can call you that. i am so lucky to have someone as amazing as you in my life even if i dont deserve it which trust me i dont. i dont think i appreciate you enough because even though sometimes i act like a jealous bitch you still love me back. when we finally meet, we are going staight to seabreeze to take artsy pictures and spook all the men. you are truly the best thing that has ever happened to me and i truly cant express my gratitude. everytime i listen to sad song i burst out into tears because i think about how alone i am without you. the only person who can put me into a good mood is you and i am so afraid of losing you as my best friend. i know you arent completely open about on facetimeing me while youre on the toilet yet and sometimes i feel like i make you uncomfortable. i can be really clingy and it can sometimes come off wrong but i PROMISE you i wont ever have a crush on you and make things weird. i know what its like to have an awkward relationship with a friend and i know what youve been through. just know that i will always be here for you whether you are sad or mad or angry or happy or whatever mood youre in. i just want you to know that i always want to talk to you and be with you right by your side. i want to be open with you (hence why i introduced you to every single one of my family members durin thanksgiving) i could easily write an essay about everything youve done for me. i remember 6 months ago when you first noticed me on youtube and you only had 11 subscribers. i really wanted to be your "mentor" as phil was dans. i wanted to help you become successful even thought i only had 54. when we first started to talk, i was honest with you (well kind of but in a creepy way) and i thought that one day you would think of me as a crazy psychopath and would never talk to me again and when you texted me the next day, i was beyond surprised. after a week i knew we would be close but i never thought we would be as close as we are now. sometimes i feel like you are my only true friend and i want to thank you for that. i love you nicole, to the moon and back.
love lil tor tor staight outta lazytown
