This is a story about how I found out that I'm pansexual. Pansexual means that you are attracted to every gender. no its not bisexual because those are only male and female. P.S This is a true story and this art belongs to me!
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This is a story about how I found out that Im pansexual.
As a kid I often thougt what would happen if a girl and a girl or aboy and boy would be together... but that wasnt posible right? I mean how would they have children? (note this is in the mind of me when I was 4) A few years later I was wathcing a movie and the only thing I remmeber was that two guys were getting married alone and I asked mom why they did that and my mom told me that they were best friends and they wanted to do it and that is when I knew that gay people existed but I thoght I was straight XD But I loved the fackt that you can love the same gender.
when I was 10 my sister got a computer ( Im going to tell you a sectret on the internet XD but you dont know me in real life and those that do alredy know it(those that are in wattpad)) and she wathced... p o r n. And as the curiuse child I was I joind. It is my bigget regret. Anyway after that I thoght that it was wierd I was atracted to boys AND girls. But when I heard that you can be born with both gender I thought that it was like a compo. And when sister told me about that sexuality she told me about pansexual. I still thought I was straight but it was wierd that I liked every gender.
About 2 or 1 year later I exepted it that I was pansexual. There were 2 guys that had a crush on me and I did to but I kept on getting crushes on my friends that are girls. I moved back to a town (I should probably explain a bit. When I was a kid I lived in Denmark and when I was 10 ( I moved there when I was 8 beacous my grandma was dieng and shee did ;-;) I moved back to Iceland and then I moved when I was 11 and moved to the next town next summer and now we are here) I lived in and I met a friend that I havent seen in two years because she moved to America and I was happy to hear that she was lesbian (this was last year). And then I had a crush on a friend (not gay goddess( I call her that)) and it was the twin sister of my best friend of mine and I was like oh sh*t not another friend. I always wanted to know her better but I felt like she didnt want to do becaues she always awoided me. She started drawing last summer (2016) and I have been drawing my whole life and shes almost as good as me XD
In october 10 she told me that she has had a crush on me since we met. That explaind alot. We were hanging out (romanticly ;) ). In november 7 we became officialy girlfriend and girlfriend <3 on our one mounth anivercery I told my mom and shes not homophopic but she was worried and told me a lot of stuff that I know that they were to help me but it made me sad. She told her mom on the last day of 2016.
We are werry happy together and she has helped me a lot. on our 2 month anniversary we had our first kiss in our life. We have been together for more then 3 months now.
2 weeks ago some guys pranked called me (they are from the next town -_- ) and I thoght it was my step step cousin because he does the same thing when he starts a call. He pretents to be someone else pluss it sounded like him 0n0 I told him before about a crush on a guy so that made the prank even worse and convincing. On a ball /party it was told that that guy I had a crush on that me and him were together but that never happend. He had a crush on me to but I felt that I wasnt ready. So these guys asked if it was true and I said no I had someone else. I told them it was a girl and Im pansexual and They kept asking if I was bisexual X(
they endid up telling the whole school and I have one friend there that knew my secret and he told me who it acctually was :( Im ok with knowing this but the thing is that now there are two guys heartbroken and I wasgoing to tell them but I didnt want to text it or do it when they were having to much fun. This was not the way I wanted them to know.
same week a girl who has been a B**** since I met her but when I came back she seemed a little better and I gave her chance (she probably bad because her family is messed up (her mom had children and then she started with his brother and children with and stuff like that.)) and she was ok and she told me a secret that she was together with her cousin and I told her about mine.
she has kept it for 2 mounths or so and the same week as the prank she sprat a rumor about us and she had told my yunger brother and mean stuff about him and he slaped her and he beat him up so when I came back (I was away for a few days (2 days)) I was not happy and like I thoght "if your gonna be a b***** , karma will be a b*****, and I'm what karma brought, you b***** " she ended up sayng sorry and I did calm down but I dont trust her -_-
I was angry because
1. My girlfriend doesent want people to know
2. I truset her with ONE SIMPLE secret
3. She hurt my brother
4. I have been holding this anger for 3 years
This was the story about how I found out I was pansexual. For a pansexual person I am lucky. I will tell more when I get more and I dont care if only 4 to 5 people will notice.
P.S. DOnt be afraid to be who you are. I know it can be hard but if people say that your wierd or something like that just give that person a clever comback. Always tell people and love your self. you are preciuss and if you will be gone there will always be someone who will miss you. If you say there arent then your wrong. If you feel bad and dont know who talk to you can always talk to me because my life has been pain. I want to help becaous you are preciuss and you should know that <3
P.S.S. if you want me to draw a cover for you just ask but pleas tell them that I made it :)
