Sky: What a warm welcome everybody gave you.... *he too laughed with all others*
*with tears in her eyes.... she ran and sat on the lest bench*
As their history teacher began with the chapter.... Amy got lost in her thoughts again
And wondered...
“What if I actually try jumping off school building and I don’t die? It would be even more embarrassing...”
“What if I try cutting again... but a really deep cut this time... the one that kills me this time... although my arms are full of cuts and I never succeeded in killing myself but I can try one more time... But its hard to find a clean place on my wrist to cut” “I can try cutting with this pencil sharpener right now” “But if nothing happened... It would just add to my ugly appearance with me being drowned in pain and emotions... Then have to face all these students too”
“My be I can try poison”
“ How should I kill myself?”
“Should I try writing a suicide note first?”
*She grabbed her diary and a pen from her bag and started to write*
She had no friend except her diary... the one that knew everything about her... her every feeling... every thought... every pain... though she wasn’t good at depicting her feelings and that intensity and gravity of he pain... she used to write every possible thing she could...
*she started writing in her diary*
Here is something she wrote in her diary.....
