Was our love ever real?!!

Lost love/New crush

So my sister brought to my attention that I didn't give you guys a backstory!! This story takes place after new moon when the Cullen's come back.

Bella's POV:

I was walking up the steps to HIS home. As I opened the door I couldn't help but wonder where's the pixie? She always greets me at the door,

"ALICE!!" I called into the quiet house. "EDWARD IM HERE!!!", "HEEELLLLOOOOO", "IS ANYBODY HOME". Hmmm where is every one?

Oh well I told Edward earlier that i would be coming over, so he should be here. As I ascended the steps I began to hear moaning coming from one of the rooms. Maybe Alice and jazz are here but as I got closer to Edwards rooms it got louder. What's going on?When I opened his door it revealed him and Alice on his bed, having sex. "Ooohhhh Edward...... ahhh!!!" I could only stare in horror and pain at the scene in front of me. I thought he loved me "ahhh oh god!!!" ' she was supposed to be my best friend' how could they do this to me. OH GOD!!!! what about jasper their supposed to be married.! As silent tear streamed down my face I ran from the doorway, and down the stairs. my eyes were so blurry from crying that I didn't see the wall in front of me. I closed my eyes in preparation of the impact, only to be caught in someone's strong embrace.

Jasper's POV:

I had just finished taking down a buck when I was hit with a wave of immense pain and sadness. It's felt as if my heart had been stabbed with knives, why am I feeling like this? The pain was so strong it literally knocked me off my feet. I should feed before I hunt down the source of these feelings. As soon as the buck was finished I was off running back towards the house. As I neared home I heard an accelerated heartbeat. I sniff the air getting a whiff of sweet strawberries and freesias. Bella's here, but where are these feelings coming from? I broke threw the trees running up the steps and in to the house. As I entered I was hit with a new feeling, Lust. Must be Em and Rose. I thought before I was hit with a small form. hm? Bella? Before she could hit the ground I grabbed her and pulled her to my chest, I then realized that the pain and sadness was emitting from her. "Bella what's wrong? Why ya crying? where's Edward?". Shaking her head as a sign saying she didn't want to answer, I sighed and pulled her into the living room I sat on the couch and pulled her into my lap. As I held her I rocked her back and forth cooing in her ear that it was gonna be alright. "Bella Darlin tells me what's wrong. Maybe I can help." She stopped crying and looked up at me with so much grief it broke my heart seeing her this sad. " Jasper please take me home I'll tell there, just not here please!!!" she pleaded. Not wanting to upset even more I nodded picking her up, I ran to her truck. I quickly sat her in passenger seat, and slid into the drivers seat. "Where ya keys Darlin?" I drawled out in my southern accent knowing how much she likes it. "I-in my p-pocket h-here" she said breathily, as she handed me her keys. I took the keys and put them in the ignition starting the car I drove out of the driveway and onto the road towards her house, five minutes later we pulled up in front of her house I cut the car off and was at her side in a flash, I pulled her into my arms and shut the door. In a second we were in her room, sitting on her bed. I sat against her headboard sitting her in my lap so that she was straddling me. I pointed her chin upwards by now her cries had died down to sniffs and hiccups. She looked so broken it physically pained me seeing her like this, " Darlin now what's got ya so upset, and cryin?" I asked just wanting her feel better. "Edward *sniff* and Alice *sniff* were having *sniff sniff* sex on Edwards bed, when I * sniff sniff * walked in......" she sobbed as more tears spilled down her face. Hearing that should have up set me. I mean my brother and my wife were having an affair, but it didn't I just wanted to take Bella away from all this pain. "Bella Darlin would ya like ta go some where with me?" I asked her. I felt her shock and confusion at my question and behavior. "Jasper your not upset?" I looked at her and shook my head not to her question. "why?" she asked, her emotions showing utter confusion to my answer.

Bella's POV:

"Why?" I ask confused, aren't they mates he should be upset with both Alice and Edward. Jasper looked down at me smiling softly "Darlin me and Alice are not mates just companions we both agreed that if one of us found our mates we would divorce and stay friends . Even though I am upset that they were having an affair I'm more concerned bout ya Darlin." He stated with his southern accent heavily coated. What confuses me is why I find it extremely sexy coming from him? I blushed realizing that he can feel my arousal and the position we are in isn't helping my case. I peeked up and him through my lashes embarrassed, only to see him sniff the air as he did that a rumbling noise sounded from his chest. He stopped sniffing and looked down at me his eyes were pitch black. Before I knew it I was on my back with my wrist pinned above my head, and jasper in between my legs. I gasped in shock as he lent down and lightly pressed his lips to mine. For the first time I've realized just how warm he is, along with tingles in every spot he is touching, plus unlike everyone else who just has a sweet scent Jasper has a distinct smell of apples, cinnamon, and hay, which oddly fits him. Ok think bella!!! There is a sexy hunk kissing you and your just laying there not doing anything. WAIT DID I JUST THINK THAT!??!! OMG!!! Without thinking I started to kiss him back. As if realizing what he's doing Jasper pulled away breathing heavily as he looked down at me. No doubt my face was red, from the mini make out session. As his eyes started to lighten up he looked horrified by what he had just done. He immediately started to back away from the bed slowly, not liking the coldness and pain in my chest from him moving, I threw myself at him hugging his body to mine tightly. Before I could tell him I enjoyed the kiss his phone darted ringing.

Jasper's POV:

"I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed

Get along with the voices inside of my head

You're trying to save me stop holding your breath

And you think I'm crazy

Yeah you think I'm crazy

Well that's not fair!!"

Monster by Eminem and Rihanna Starts playing from my phone. Now Peter decides to call me. No doubt Char chose that ringtone for them. "What peter?" "Well howdy to ya too mutha fucka! But any way you an lil bit need at get down here quick." huh? "Why Peter?"

"My knower is is tellin me that if ya don't leave within the next two hours yer gonna have trouble.""what gonna happen in two hours?" he sighed "look if you an lil bit don't leave in two hours ya gonna haf at deal with I-dont-give-a-Fuckward and tha all-seeing-magic-8-ball. I really don't wanna see them."Ok thanksbye Peter."

Bella's POV:

After he hung up his phone jasper looked at me. "Start packing ya bag, now!!" he told me, well more like demanded me. Then we started packing well he was packing while I was still in a daze from the kiss. We were almost done when one thought came to me "What am I gonna tell Charlie?" He stopped packing and looked at me, " Tell him ya have some friends outta town that ya wanna visit, don't tell him where. just tell him ya call him when ya get there. Ok Darlin?!" I looked at him nodded and started writing the letter to Charlie. " Hey jazz where are we going?" I asked as I finished. He looked down at me and gave me a panty dropping smirk." Darlin you an me are gonna met ma coven!"

AUTHORS NOTE:!!!!

So this is my first book tell me what you think.!!