Chapter 11: Secrets

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Amanda's POV

"Mia? Mia? Where are you?", say.

I walk into the room and I don't see her anywhere. I hear quiet sobs coming from the bathroom. I slowly approach the door and open it. I see tears running rapidly down her face. One of her hoodie sleeves is rolled up. Her blade in her right hand and blood running down her left wrist.

"MIA! OH MY GOSH NO!", I scream.

She jolted upward and I managed to grab her blade. Many more tears start to run down her face.

"Why?", was I all I managed to say.

I hear a stifled conversation outside but that didn't matter.

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She suddenly spoke," Do you know what it feels like to feel like you're not wanted? To be told You're not normal, I hate you, or fuck you every single day? All of this isn't just coming from the fans. I spent countless nights sobbing, contemplating wether or not I should just end it here. Listen to my inner demons?"

I throw the blade into the toilet and flush it. Once, its gone, I pick up Mia and give her a tight hug.

It felt like we were there for hours. Not a single word was spoken.

We broke away when we heard a soft knock on the door. It was Harry.

I left them alone. Knowing they had to talk.

Harry's POV

Amanda left and I sat next to Mia.

I grabbed her and held her tight.

"I'm sorry. I should've told you earlier. I'm such a fuck up.", she said in my chest.

"Don't say that. You're not a fuck up. Because you're perfect to me.", I said.

I cradled her sang Little Things softly. As I feel her tears on me, I cry silently in her hair.

When we got up she managed a small smile. I returned with a sad one.

"Show me your wrists.", I demand.

She lifts up her sleeves that revel many cuts. Dozens of them. Almost enough to cover her whole arm!

I gasp slightly at the sight. She has shed a single tear.

"What's that?", I ask.

She giggles. Quickly wiping away that tear. God, why is she so cute.

"Well, I like to write on myself...a lot.", she says.

"What do they say?", I ask.

"This one says danisnotonfire. He's one of my favorite British YouTubers. This next one says amazingphil. He's also one of my favorite British YouTubers. Then, the last one says Youtube is Lyfe <3. it's expresses my love for YouTube.", she explains.

I chuckle at her passionate love for YouTube.

She smiles and stands up. She offers me her hand. I take it and we walk out of the bathroom.

She opens the door and we are welcomed to a extremely worried Louis, Zayn, Liam, Niall, And Amanda.

I was about to say something but was cut off by Mia saying, "Dont worry. I'm fine for now. Plus, Amanda got rid of 'it' "

Amanda smiles proudly. Everyone chuckles and sighs. They leave the room to attend to their own businesses.

I lead Mia onto the bed. (A/N: That sounded wrong! LoL)

I sat down and pat a spot next to me. She smiles and sits.

"So, why did you run away anyway?", I ask.

"No reason", she says suspiciously.

"Tell me, or I'll tickle you!", I threaten.

"NEVER IN YOUR WILDEST DREAMS!", she screamed.

"I warned you!"

I pin her on the bed and started tickling her sides.

She laughed uncontrollably. She tried to squirm out of my arms, but failed tremendously.

"HARRY, STOP! IM GOING TO PEE!", she screamed.

"NOT UNTIL YOU TELL ME WHY YOU RAN!"

"OKAY, OKAY! I RAN BECAUSE THERE WAS A BEW VIDEO IN YOUTUBE!"

"WHO WAS IT BY?!"

"TYLER OAKLEY! TYLER OAKLEY!"

I stopped instantly.

"Really? That's why? He's a little whiney gay bitch.", I say.

"Don't say that about the queen!", she says and storms out the room.

Run up to her and put my arms around her waist.

"Harry, let go."

Since say said let go, I sang let it go in her ear.

She giggles and take my arms off of her waist and gives me a small peck on the lips before running the stairs.

I'm falling even harder everyday for that beautiful nut job.

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