There's a thin line between these two
A line that makes it change one's point of view
A line that makes it hard for a person to push through
And that very line that makes it a burden for one to say, "I do"
I do. I do believe that I CAN but then I again, I won't
I do believe it's possible, but it wasn't even known
I do believe I'm capable, but I doubt if I have grown
Because I know for myself that I can, but then I always don't
I can love someone, that I'm capable of
But I insist on being numb, I despise being soft
Because I was once a fool, those days I'd gladly put off
But those days savagely taught me how to grow and be tough
Now my heart is closed, I feel nothing but void
Because the love that was once known was toyed
I know 4 years had gone but those years I should've enjoyed
I killed my own feels, nothing was to be saved nor devoid
