Gone A Larry stylson story.

The day I met you I though you were perfect your smile made me smile your laugh sounded like beautiful music. Your beautiful hair that I love to run my fingers threw. The way you smelled like mints and after shave I always love to get a whiff. You always made me laugh even when I was sad just some how you made me the best person I could be. You were my weakness you were like a drug to me a drug that I was addicted to. Now that you are gone my body craves you ........... I need you Louis. I love you I will always love you. I fall on my knees in sobs I cant finish my speech I cant go on. I feel strong arms wrap around me picking me up. I know  I must look like a mess a 20 year old boy being  carried away but I don't care that my love laying there and he will never wake up never again. I look up at zayn who trying not to loose it Louis and him were best friends since they were little babies. His lip his quivering and his eyes are squinted tight he fighting back tears and I know him well enough he wont cry here he will cry alone lock in his room letting the heart breaking sobs escape. Leting all his pain out . But me I am weak the only time I was strong was with you Louis I need you. You were my rock the thing that kept me going but now that your gone I don't know how I can go on. How do u go on when u lost the one thing that made u want to. To live to breath to even open your eyes to see a new day. I love u Louis and u are my everything but now your gone.