TEARS OF ME
Tears of happiness
Tears of pain
Nothing in life will ever change
The drugs
The kills
The fights
Well thats life
TEARS OF ME part 2
My tears of happiness never came
I sit a wonder are the tears the same
The tears of pain make me go insane
crying over heartbreak,over death
My tears aren't happy tears
But i sit and hope happy tears are gonna be near
CHANGE
will life change
or will it stay the same
when your out on your own
sitting staring all alone
wishing your life was different
as you sit and stare
wondering will life ever change
or will it stay the same
MIRROR ME
i look in the mirror
what do i see
i see a stranger
long hair
dark eyes
who is this person in the mirror
the person in the mirror is what people see me as
as i whipe my eyes
the makeup comes off
i see that the person in the mirror
is who people see
and what they see is not me
100+1000=happiness
100 reasons to cry
but 1000 reasons to smile
100 memories with you &
1000 reasons to have faith
that justice will come through
1100 reasons why i cant let go
1100 times i asked why it had to be you
100 kisses +1000 smiles &
1100 promises that you will never
be forgotten
LIFE
life isnt all roses
life isnt always what it seems
you try to fit in
but you are never seen
being yourself isnt good enough
when your not your self everything seems great
but it isnt always what it seems
once you look deep into yourself
and find out who you are
you will find out that when your not your self
nothing is what it seems
Im Here
you smile
but behind it i see pain
your eyes are smileing
but i see sadness in them
you have been hurt before
many times
i know its hard
but take a breath
count to three
don't hold the tears in
set them free
know i am here
and always will be
so let them out
and lean on me
and once you see
i am here
you will see
that your emotions are free
A Relationships End
you try and try
but it doesnt work
you put in so much
he/she puts out nothing
you try to talk it out
but he/she doesn't speak
you wonder what you did wrong
and realize nothing
you feel like it was a waste
but you keep trying
feeling dumb that your sad
and he/she is happy with there life
its hard to move on
so you end up saying
i hate relationships
At Night
At night
At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true
At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left
At night I wish we could go to the way things were
At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended
At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I
At night I realize there's no more us
At night I dream of us together again
At night I wish for us to be together again
But in the morning I realize it was all
At Night
im me
im me
iwear my hair however
ifall over air
im me
I laugh at nothing
I listen to music loudly
I dress weird
im me
I say weird things
I talk about nothing
I make no sence sometimes
im me
and being me is so easy