Nightmares (Fugo X Reader)

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3 A.M. You've gotten quite familiar with the feeling already, although it wasn't pleasant. You were sitting on your bed, gasping for air. It was the same nightmare again. For some reason, it keeps coming back to haunt you. You stood up and made your way to the kitchen in your sleepwear for a glass of water. You made your way to the balcony afterwards for some fresh air. It has been a few weeks since you've joined Passione, and although you enjoy their company, some of them still scares you, like Abbacchio and Fugo when he's mad with Narancia. You were trying so hard to forget about the nightmare, so you started counting the stars to occupy yourself. Soon enough, you were so caught up with it that you didn't notice the sound of someone's footsteps coming towards you.

"What are you doing out here at 3 A.M?" A voice casually asked, making you jump. You were glad you didn't scream, although you did let out a tiny yelp.

"A-Ah, Fugo! W-What are you doing here?" You startled out, avoiding eye contact at all costs. Your mind was racing. Why him?! Why can't it be someone else, like Narancia or Mista?

"Don't answer questions with another question, (Y/N)." He said with an annoyed tone. Shit, you have angered the cheese dude.

"R-Right, sorry. I just needed some fresh air, you know, the air in my room was kinda stuffy." You couldn't help the nervous laugh that came out of your mouth subconsciously. He raised a brow at this, obviously not believing your lies. You sighed at this.

"Fine, I just had a nightmare. The exact same one, every night. Honestly, it has been awhile since I've slept peacefully. And, before you ask, I was counting the stars to try and forget about the nightmare." Well at least this time he trusts you. You thought he was going to leave you alone, but instead he stayed and stared at you intently.

"W-What?" Starting to get pretty damn uncomfortable, you ask him what he wants.

"What was the nightmare about?" He asked bluntly. Sometimes you wonder if this guy even have feelings or not.

You let out another heavy sigh and stared up at the stars before finally answering him. "I just couldn't stop blaming myself for what happened to my sister. I was too weak to protect her, and now I feel pathetic. My nightmares keep reminding me about that day, how I saw her lifeless body was left to rot in the alley." You turned towards him and continued, "She didn't deserve all of that, and it all happened because of me. Sometimes I wonder, what if I took her place instead? She's a much better person than I am that's for goddamn sure." Your voice was starting to break and your vision was getting blurry. Soon enough, the tears started dripping on your cheeks. You turned away from him, in hopes of going back inside and maybe cry your eyes out, but he grabbed your arm, startling you with the sudden contact. Honestly you didn't even knew whether he was listening or not, you just got carried away.

"Don't ever say those words again." He said sternly. You were taken aback by his concern, seeing as no one has ever actually gave a shit about you.
"Everything happens for a reason, and you shouldn't blame yourself for the things that you can't control, as well as comparing yourself to others. You are your own person, and you're perfect just the way you are."

Your soft weeps continues as he pulls you close into a hug. Strangely enough, his presence is starting to calm you down, and the atmosphere was relaxing. Or so you thought.

"What the fuck is with all these noise-" Obviously, the voice belonged to Narancia. As soon as he laid eyes on the both of you, he shouted without a care. "FUGO WHAT THE FUCK?! WHAT KIND OF RELATIONSHIP DO YOU HAVE WITH (Y/N)?"

You felt super awkward and your face turned tomato red. Quickly pulling away from Fugo, you wiped away any remaining tears on your face. It didn't take long for Fugo to snap back at Narancia.

"Fuck off, Narancia." You couldn't help but giggle at the sight of the two insulting each other like they always do, usually because Narancia couldn't understand what Fugo teaches him. With that thought in mind, you suddenly got an idea.

"You know, Fugo, I feel like I can help you teach Narancia sometime." Narancia gasped at the thought although you weren't sure if he was happy or not with the suggestion.

"No, (Y/N), you're making a big mistake volunteering to help him study. He's too fucking dumb you'll feel like strangling him to death is the only fate he deserves."

"FUCK YOU FUGO I'M RIGHT FUCKING HERE!"

"Calm down, Narancia." You told him calmly, and turned to Fugo. "A big mistake, maybe. But I get to spend more time with you, so I don't mind..—" After those words left your lips, you realized that both Narancia and Fugo was staring at you, mouth agape which made you blush.
"W-What?" Directing it at Fugo, you somehow managed to say something to ease the heavy atmosphere.

"I'm truly flattered, but are you sure about this—"

"Y-Yeah...yes! I...um...actually kinda really do have a thing for you." You decided to just speak up before he can finish. "B-But I understand if you don't feel the same way, I-I mean, y-you probably already have someone else on your mind—" You froze when you felt his lips softly brushed against yours. It took you a moment, but you returned it passionately. It was at this moment Narancia started freaking out again, but this time you and Fugo ignored him.

"You talk too much, (Y/N). And yes, I do have someone in particular on my mind." He kissed you again, this time a deep and meaningful kiss, which made you feel secure within his touch. "That someone is you."

"I love you, Fugo." You were blushing madly, "I'm truly grateful that you of all people came out here tonight." Giggling, you hugged him tightly.

"I love you too, and I am just as grateful as you are." Hearing those words from him made you feel like you were on cloud 9. You almost couldn't believe that it's happening, but then again Narancia is still there, probably traumatized, but it tells you that it really is happening.

You started to wonder how does the other members stay asleep when Narancia has screamed so many times —not to mention he screams like a damsel in distress, however, your question remained unanswered. You just assumed it was because he always scream at times.

You slept soundly after that, but not in your room anymore and those nightmares has stopped haunting you. It didn't take long for the rest of the members to find out about you and Fugo.

(A/N : Another request ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°). Sorry for the strong language, but I just had to do it!! May not be my best work of all, considering I wrote it at 3 a.m. but oh well, I had fun ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Also Fugo is such a dork.)

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