I say it's okay
Thinking the problem will go away
But now it's stuck in me
Ingrown in me
Festering deep inside of me
I try to see you as a friend
Cause that's all you'd ever be to me
Not ready to be with me
And once again I'm lonely
You say thanks for understanding me
I hide the pain deep within me
I can't let you see
You ask what's wrong with me
Want to heal the inside of me
My mind says stay away from me
Because it doesn't want you to just be a friend, not to me
I let go of rationality
Let my hopes get away from me
Now I'm all alone, just me
Cause all that mattered
was you