Forgive Me( Park Jimin, BTS FF)

Plz Forgive me

You POV

I remember the first time u spoke to me with that beautiful smile of your. Making my heart flutter . The way u looked at me just made me feel butterfly in my stomach.

I remember the time u asked me on are first date. We went to a amusement park and had lots of fun. The way u dragged me by my hand to all the roller costed cause u were exited. The soft and comfortable feeling that u gave me through just holding hand made me fall in love with u even more.

I still remember the time when you took the carige to kiss me under the bright moon. The lips of yours were so soft and kissable. U asked me to never leave u and I promised that I won't leave u.

I still remember the time we spend hours hugging. The warm huges that u gave me always made me feel safe.

I still remember the times u told me those three beautiful words every morning " I love you" I always replied " I love you to".

I still remember the times when we talked about are future and how many kids we will have . It always made me feel these wonderful feeling.

I still remember those times when we used to have fun and the time when we made each other laugh.

I still remember those days when u used to give me morning kisses making me fall in love with u even diper.

I still remember when we made lots of promese to each other like " don't ever looke at a different man/woman only me" or " we will never separate and live happely ever after"

But ... I guss it doesn't matter anymore. Cause u broke the promes. And u new how much they ment for me and how much I loved you from my heart. I guess I was wrong about u.

The memory's off us just kills me each time I think about it and makes me cry each night. But I can't do anything about it cause I love u and i dont think I can move on.

I remember the day I saw u with another girl having fun and lughing with each other. The way u hugged her and kissed her lips just kills me .makes my heart break in million peaces.

I remember the day I argued about it. But when I said "let break up" u just agreed with me and left. Days past and I saw u few times in the mall. U were with her and u looked soo happy. U saw me but u ignored me like u don't no me and like nothing never happend.

My friends told me to get over u but I can't u were my first love and always will be. They tried different ways to make me happy and forget about u but it didn't help. I still love u.

I still remember the night when I didn't feel my self and felt horrible. I was weak that night and didn't have any strength. The next day it disappeared but time to time my condition got much worser . So I visited the hospital.

That day I broke into tears. Lots of thought rushed through my head and memory of u and me the times when we were happy. It all will disappear soon.

I don't have that much time left Befor I disappear. So I desided to tell my friends about the sad news. And told them not to tell u cause I didn't what to burden u.

The days came by and it was time for me to disappear. I left just for u a massage. Explaining how I feel.

I slowly closed my eyes and felt my tears drop from my eye's. The last thing I saw was the hospitals room and had memories off u.

" I loved u once, I love u still, I always have and I always will"

Jimin's POV

It been moths since I broke up with y/n and I have been dating another women. So far with my new girlfriend has been good. But I always feeling like I am
missing something from my life. But just don't no what.

Sometimes I get wierd dreams about y/N how she disappear in the dark. Which worries me when I wake up. But all the worries diaspear cause my girlfriend makes them diaspear.

I remember the time when I was walking with my girlfriend to a coffie shop. We ordered and sat down. And talked about different thinks. When suddenly y/N walks in and orders. She didn't even notice me. I think it for the best but... she looked soo pale and looked like she is going to fall any second now .

Time past and I was on a holiday with my girlfriend. When I get this text message from y/N.

" I saw u look happy and having fun. I wish the very best for your new relation ship. But I what to tell u one thing before I disappear from your life forever. I loved u from hole my heart and I always will. No matter what will happen.
It was good to now u.

Y/n"

I didn't think of it that much cause I though it nothing .she just moving on.

But then suddenly when I was hanging out with my friends they were so sad and unhappy.
" what wrong guys u all look unhappy?" When they unswerd me I felt like the hole wold stopped and broke my heart into million pesies.

All the memory's rushed frew my mind off us and how dum I Wass to let u goo like that. That day I cryied. And locked my self in my room.

How stuped was I too brake u heart. The pain that u whent threw plz forgive me I didn't mean to do it I had my reasons. ..

The end.