Bakla! Be mine?

💝Chappitter 113💝

Bumangon ako habang hawak yung ulo ko. Aray ko po! Inikot ko yung paningin ko at nakita kong wala ako sa kwarto. Hala! Baka nakipag-one night stand nanaman ako! Nanlaki ang mga ko pero napabuntong-hininga ng makitang hindi naman pala kasi ang mga katabi ko naman ay ang dalawa kong pinsan at si Aud na mahimbing pa ang tulog. Pumasok ako sa CR at tinignan ang sarili. Huhubels mukha akong zombie na na-rape! Nag-hilamos lang muna ako tapos pilit kong inalala ang nangyare kagabi... Wala talaga eh! Pabalik-balik nako ng lakad pero wala pa rin akong matandaan. Biglang napatingin ako sa dress na nasa sahig ng CR... Dress ko to ah!

Flashback

"Wooh!" Sigaw ko habang nag-sasayaw. Yung mga kamay ni Mickey ay nasa bewang ko na pero keri lang kasi ganon naman diba?

"Okay okay!!!!! Are you enjoying the night?!" Sigaw nung department head na mabait

"Yeah!" Sigaw naming lahat na napatigil sa pagsayaw

"Now we will call the ladies of the night!" Sigaw niya ulit at naghiyawan kami.

"Yammi of HRM-2, Pamella of BUSINESS MANAGEMENT-5, Tanya of ACCOUNTANCY-1, Rebecca of MARKETING MANAGEMENT-8, Marjorie of BUSINESS MANAGEMENT -3 and Zandra of BUSINESS MANAGEMENT-2!!!"

"Wow! Kasama ka Minnie!" Sabi sakin ni Mickey kaya kiniss ko siya sa cheeks bago ako umakyat ng stage at wow... Andito pa si ms. Bitch! (Chappitter 105)

Nakasuot siya ng golden tube dress na super fitted and super short.

"Wow these are the ladies of the night and I must tell you all that all look stunning!"

"Now that we know the ladies of the night! We will decide who will be the Queen and Princess of the night! All of the contestants will do the walk and introduce yourselves!" Sabi naman ng isang dean. Naghiyawan ang mga tao at dahil may tama na ay wala nang hiya-hiya! Pumunta kaming lahat sa backstage at naghintay sa pag-tawag samin.

"Good luck nalang sayo" sabi ni Marjorie at nag-smirk. Samapalin ko yan eh. Lumabas na siya at nag-rampa. Hindi ko na siya pinanood at baka makalbo ko siya.

"Zandra of BUSINESS MANAGEMENT-2!!" Pagka-tawag sakin ay bumuntong-hininga ako then nag-lakad na palabas. Nag-catwalk ako habang naka-chin up, chest out, and standing straight. Bawat corner ay nag-po-pose ako then ng nasa gitna na, sa may mic ay umikot ako then pose with matching smile

"Good evening everyone! I am Zandra Castillo, taking the course of business management, 18 years old! I believe in the saying ' aanhin mo pa ang gandang panlabas kung wala ka namang gandang panloob!' thank you!" Tumingin pa ako sa backstage at nakitang nakatingin din si Marjorie sakin kaya nag-smirk din ako. Tumingin ulit ako sa harap at nag-smile then nilabas ang dimple ko pero millisecond lang. Syempre shy type yung dimple ko. Rumampa na ako pabalik at nagpose bago bumalik sa backstage.

Q&A na at kinakabahan na ako kasi baka academic yung tanong huhubels :'(

Dahil kinakabahan ako ay hindi ko napansin na turn ko na kundi lang ako tinawag. Nginisian ako ni Marjorie pero dinedma ko lang at rumampa ulit bago huminto sa harap

"Good evening, Zandra" bati sakin nung dean

"Good evening din po dean Castro" bati ko sa kanya then humarap ako sa madla

"Good evening everyone!" Hiyaw ko at humiyaw din sila

"Okay for your question..." Pagkasabi niya nun ay kinabahan na ako. Nakita ko bigla sila Lea at Lau na nasa bandang harap ko na nagchi-cheer kaya nginitian ko. Asan kana sister? Pagkaisip ko niyan ay nakita ko siya sa may bandang bar habang hawak ang isang cartolina na nagsasabing GOOD LUCK ZANDS XOXO

Napatawa ako ng mahina at nag-thumbs up

"The question is... Would you prefer heart over mind or mind over heart?"

"Thank you for that very...trending and easy to answer question. My answer will be long and I hope you won't mind" sabi ko at tumango naman si Dean. Ang totoo keme ko lang yan kasi kinakabahan talaga ako

"Love, in the science side, is irrelevant, for the feeling of love is only made by our hormones produced by our brains. Love for me and for most, is unexplainable. Love is both comfort and  torment. Love is both easy yet hard. Easy, because it is easy to say that love is easy to find and easy to say. Hard because it is hard to find true love and hard to predict. It's unpredictable, and hard to solve like a math or science problem. You will only find love if you got hurt and if you got hurt, you'll have the experience of being loved and to love. That is why we say it's better to love than not to love because true love may only come once, or twice, it's unpredictable. Being cared, treasured, taught..that is love and my answer to your question? My answer is both. It's not even in the choices you gave but like a whole number solved with a fraction, there is always an added number and choice. Why is that my answer? Because I know for a certain fact that we can never control it. And I know...believe me.. I know that that whether we choose our heart over mind or vise versa or we choose both, we will still be hurt because we can NEVER predict what will come. We will NEVER know who, what, when, where and how we will get hurt by loving and being loved. That's all thank you" I let out a sad smile pero syempre with dimples and pinakawalan ko na ang isang luhang kanina ko pa tinitiis na wag pakawalan saka rumampa pabalik sa backstage

End of flashback