Do you ever feel conflicted with yourself...
Whether to live or die...
Whether to break up or make up...
To let them go or to not...
I feel so conflicted...
My thoughts have no meaning...
But I get the feeling of saying them out loud...
Thinking...
Whether...
Am I a really a good person...
Am I really fearless...
Am I really good enough...
For you...
For friends...
For Family...
Have I just been lying to myself...
Thinking that I'm a good person...
A fearless person...
Good enough for everyone...
Aren't I just wasting time writing this...
Aren't you wasting time reading this...
I'm sorry...
I'm just a soul that death had missed...
Letting me live on...
For eternity...
Lost...
In darkness...
In loneliness...
People...
Are better off...
Without me...
Without my love...
Without my soul...
Other people...
Are better off...
Being happy...
With friends...
With family...
A boyfriend...
I don't deserve that...
I don't deserve anyone...
I don't deserve anything...
I don't belong...
All I do when I'm around...
Is make people depressed...
I bet you're depressed now...
I know what the cause is...
It's me...
Isn't it...
Stop pretending you're happy...
Because you aren't...
Aren't you...
Because I'm around...
Because I'm here...
Because I'm alive...
There is no point...
In being with me...
It just makes you depressed...
And you know it...
Stop it...
Find someone...
Better than me...
Before it's too late...
I know there's other people out there...
That you truly...
Want to meet...
Become friends...
Even date...
So let's stop this connection...
Be happy...
Without me...
