I woke up. It was just a dream. Well, the last part was a dream atleast. I knew all the other things were real. Except, it was just my love story, a fairy tale, it seemed everything but real. I couldn't believe this was happening. It wasn't all a dream. It wasn't all a dream. I know. It wasn't ALL a dream. If he ever mysteriously left, my heart would be far more broken then just a little whimper. I knew it was a dream. It could only have been a dream. It was nothing else but a dream. It couldn't have been real. I woke up. This time... I was actually awake. The dream was just a simple part of my real life. I was sort of just reliving my life in away. I really didn't want him to vanish that's why I made it a dream. I make things happen. I am a god. I wouldn't even mess with me. This is the story about faith and her life with the mysterious guy, mouse, ocean, Olive, cookiemonster, and love.
In 5th grade... Zo told me that the mysterious guy said I was going out with him. Deshavo. The same happened in 6th grade when Mouse told me he said I was his girlfriend. Wow! He must really love me but be shy at the same time! Lol. I love him to. I tried to video chat him so I can ask him out but he hasn't been answering! He also won't answer his texts. I'd say "Hey 💙" or "I need to talk to you...", No replies. If he doesn't answer me or talk to me I guess he couldn't love me that much:(. Sometimes he's just a son of a bitch. I can't fucking stand it when he doesn't reply. It's like I'm not even there. Or as if I have vanished. The same he has done in the dream. Maybe mouse could get him to text me or video chat me! They go to the same school. Also maybe I could get Ocean to do it for me! I really miss him and I need him in my life. It's just horrible without him. I feel as if I have no purpose without him. He is my sunshine and my only sunshine. He's one of the only ones that can make me smile when I'm feeling blue. Also... Ocean can do the same except if she really wants me to feel better... All she has to do is say "pickle", and in an instant I will laugh hysterically! It's like she does it with her mind!
After all I have been through I will always love him and live through it to. I have to. If I don't he will give up on me. I can't let him do that. I know long distance relation ships don't work out and that's why me and the mysterious guy are slowly drifting away from each other. I know he is neglecting me. I make sure he stops after a while. Me, ocean, mouse, and cookiemonster all stay in touch. We text all the time. Maybe he doesn't like me after all. Maybe he doesn't. Maybe my life is all a dream. Maybe I've been dreaming all this time. Who even knows. Is life real? Are we alive? Maybe we don't exist. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. Now I know. My life is just a fairy tale. Maybe life and as we know it is a dream. Everything is a dream. Everyone always told you to dream big. Maybe our dreams have taken over us and we are just dreams. Maybe we should stop dreaming, and live now. Not in our dreams. We can't live fairy tales. They are just dreams. Love stories. Just dreams. Life. A dream. Death. A dream. Everything is a dream. Dream. Dream. Dream.
I woke up sweaty and tears running down my cheek. I thought to myself. "Do I really want to dream. Will Turning my dreams off..." I fell back to sleep. I dreamed again about everything. Dreaming. Living. Dieing. Everything. Eating. Breathing. Dancing. Singing. Everything. It's all a dream. I now know life as we know it. This is our dream. A big dream. Perfect life. No. Saddest death. Maybe. Dreaming. Never. Everyone's dreams are coming together making life a huge nightmare. Im gunna live. Who knows what will happen to the mysterious guy, Olive, MoleRat, mouse, ocean, and cookiemonster. They might not be strong like me. Who knows? They are dreams. Anything can happen. Everything will happen.
