Becoming a Christian girl

chapter 1

After school was great! I got to spend time with my friends, when I got home I was feeling severe pain in my pelvis area I felt like I was gonna die but I didn't I told my mom and she took me to the hospital they checked and tested on me I cried when they showed me my results. I was scared to tell my boyfriend about the situation the next day I told him he got angry at me and broke it off I felt like killing myself until Jacob came up to me in the hallway and asked me if he was alright Jacob was my boyfriend or should I say ex now I told him I'm scared and my ex boyfriend told his group of friends and everyone found out I had people pick on me I didn't want to live anymore last night I knew my dad hated me because I caught something from one of my ex guy friend I thought he loved but I was wrong he used me for sex. anyways after me and Jacob were done talking he told me to message him on kik

"hi"

"hey are you okay?"

"yea I'm fine I just feel empty how about you?"

"I'm sorry for what happened today I don't understand on how he cant be a man about this situation but I'm always here for you I hope you know that"

"I know and thank you"

"do you want to hangout after school at the park down the street from me?"

"sure, you can meet me at my car in the school parking lot"

"alright on my way "

"okay"

when I was in my car waiting for Jacob I haven't talked to him since 2013 its been 3 years and he's talking to me Jacob was my ex also I only got to date him for to days cuz my other ex was whining about it and Jacob let my other ex date me three years later here I am my freshman year before homecoming I started to be suicidal I would barely eat sometimes I always thought cutting was a solution Jacob watched me over the years on how I've been.

Jacob made it to my car I was nervous I've hadn't had him in my car before we made it to the little park the car ride was silent because I was nervous but for some reason it stopped when we got to the park me and him were talking about what happened through all the years and we would play on the slides I felt happy I haven't felt happy for couple days he made me laughed

Jacob looked in my eyes I asked him "Why are you looking at me like that?"

"because your so beautiful Emily, I loved you ever since I first laid eyes on you in 2012

I still do I know your weak right now and I want to help you will you give me the chance?"

"yes"

Jacob instantly kissed me I felt like I'm in heaven I feel electricity go through my body my hormones went crazy when went back to his house everything was so special we used protection trust me. I'm not trying to get pregnant yet. I never felt so alive I felt so loved me and him fell asleep on the couch until I read my phone it said 5:45 I needed to get home before I get yelled at by my dad.

I hope you guys like it I will make more chapters when I get 3 views on this story this is my first time writing this book sorry for any errors thank you for taking your time to read my book