You don't need to know why im laying in the road waiting for a car to come up and help me squeeze the cement. All you need to know is the voice that told me to quit. It tols me "come on shane. You think this is gonna get rid of all the pain" and i responded. "Fuck yeah" but my brain didn't really like that you see this voice said. "What about everyone else. What about their suffering?? See theres someone out there who needs their Better half and you could be it. Theres someone out there who will take care of you even though they feel like shit. Someone cares. But you have to stay here. Stay and fight. Everything is alright. Put down that knife. Get out of the road. You try so hard to end it all but you should know you dont need to end it" you see we all have this little voice in our heads. Just like the one you're using to read this. And mine is the reason im still around. I have no clue what im looking for but hell im happy. Because a little voice in my head told me life isnt all that crappy.
