Friendship in Love [One Shot]

There are things that even if we strive hard to make it easy.

It will never be.

Love and Friendship.

Who I Must Be ?

"A RISK TAKER?"

The brave one that a take a courage and end up... what ? a winner or a failure?

Is taking a risk will be a good move or a stupid one.

What if we done feel the same?

Can we be still became friends after taking this risks?

or should i be "PLAY IT SAFE"

Should i just HIDE it.

All the feelings i kept.

But yeah! Absolutely, Hiding is just another damn stupid move. Because i know i simply can't.

But what if,

What if we feel the same way ?

"Love is full of What Ifs."

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"Ynnatoots"

That voice, that voice that made my world stop. Yeah I knew it.

There he goes again with a bright smile at me. Geez. why i'm still having this feelings. I hate it. It sucks me.

"Heeey! Ynnatoots. I know that I'm so handsome. But dont look at me like that as if you are falling. Do i look that admiring? Yeeeeeee ! Dont tell me you are falling for me aa." he say it with teasing tone.

Whaaaaat. Like Falling for.... HIM ?

Fuck. I already did dude. I'm already falling dude. I do.

"Duuuh? As if i will, Your not even my type. Eewws! And please, be shame on what you're saying. Daneysaur" i said it. But i know to myself i'm just denying.

I hope i just really meant it. I hope i'm not falling for you. I wish i wasn't.

"Dont worry my bestfriend, if you do. I'll catch you. Hahahaha!"

"Huuuuuuh?" o_O Fuck. I'm blusing.

Oh My Heart. It beats fast but this time its even faster. Why are you doing this to me ?

"Oh take it easy. I'm just joking. Haahahaha. You're blushing."

"Tsssssh! >___<" Ouch. It hits me.

I'm such an assumming idiot. Tsh.>_<

"Thank it easy. I just kidding you know how much I Love You"

whats with this man. Fuck. He never fail to make me feel this different.

"What's happening to you? Are you in drugs?" i changed the topic before i explode.

"We broke up." he said it coldy

"Whaaaat? Why?"

I really dont understand why they broke up. He love that girl so much. Thats why i never had a courage to say my feelings for him and so does. I dont want to take our friendship at risk.

He didnt tell the story behind but i was shocked on what he did.

He just hugged me tight.

So tight.

I hope it will last for a lifetime.

"I just realize, we never really meant for each other and i finally knew to whom i was really inlove."