"Why does she even go to school? Isn't she sick or something?"
I have no choice
"I know right? It might even be contagious, and who knows, it could even be deadly"
It's not
"I bet she just wants attention"
Really?
"You're so right, She's rich, her family is rich. I also think she just wants to brag too"
Brag about what? Brag that I'm sick?
"Yup, She isn't even that pretty"
Like I don't know that already
These are the questions I answer quietly to myself as I sat down on my desk with my head bowed down, pretending to be asleep. I do this to avoid getting myself some attention, I even sit on the farthest seat and they still manage to notice me. All of my efforts to not get noticed, wasted.
Another "ritual" done by some of the girl in the room is a bizzare mating call that's annoying. It involves a really high pitched voice, unpleasant to the ear as they shout out "LUHAN OPPA"
By the time I sat up, all of the girls in our class was surrounding him. The whole class started getting noisy thanks to him, I try to ignore it by staring out the window, watching the clouds pass by the blue sky as my mind started it's own daydream.
For what seemed like a few minutes, actually turned out to be exactly half an hour. I was awoken from my daydream as my teacher's voice, with a pitch too high for a dude like him, pierced through my ears.
"Excuse me, I greeted the class and they greeted back, except for you. Do you have a valid reason as to why you didn't greet me?"
I just stared at his wrinkly face, waiting for him to say something else but I thought better and just greeted him.
"Look, I do not care of you are sick. You came to school today which means that you are capable of attending this and other classes"
"Yes sir, sorry sir" I said to him. At first I thought everyone in this school hated me, but after the past weeks, I found out that I was right. Every person in this room hates me or don't really care about me at all. I watched the our teacher walk back to the messy desk filled with papers. I looked around and saw that all of my classmates were copying something from the whiteboard, but one face caught my attention. It was that Luhan guy everyone kept freaking out about. After blinking once, he faced front, and did what my other classmates did while I opened my notebook and continued the drawing I started yesterday.
Finally, lunch break started after 2 boring hours passed by. My classmates then proceded on running out of the room to get a nice spot in the school's small cafeteria.I stared at my classmates leaving the room, waiting until every one of them has left the room.I took my phone out of my backpack and inserted the earphones in my ears.
I pressed play. A bird flew by so near the window, making me look out, looking where the bird went to. The song started to play.
I do not show emotion in front of everyone, It took some time for me to get use to it but I managed. For others it's simply their lunch break, for me, it's a break for my emotions, it's the only time I can soften up and let it out. What about at home? Home is just another place where act that I have happy life.
I was sitting on my chair, back slouched, hair behind my ears, tears on my face, when I heard the door open.
LUHAN's POV
Finally! It's lunch break!!! I wait for the others to go out of the room and then followed them. Outside our classroom was Sehun and Xiumin waiting for me. "Let's go hyung, I'm starving!" said Sehun. On the other hand Xiumin was already eating something, typical Xiumin. While walking to the canteen we talked about how much gifts we received this morning. Ever since our first day in school, girls kept giving the three of us gifts and letters, so we thought of a game, whoever gets the most letters and gifts wins, we don't take it seriously though.
Each of us said how much gifts we received...
"Of course...Luhan always wins this" said Xiumin.
"I'm one gift short..." sighed Sehun.
While walking, a girl went to Sehun and gave him a letter.
"I...is this for me?" asked Sehun. The girl shyly nodded. Sehun accepted the letter and thanked her. The girl went away while Sehun had a big smile on his face. "YES! We're tied!" Sehun bragged to Luhan.
"Congratulations! You won..." Luhan searched something from his bag and pulled out a little box and gave it to Sehun."this thing"
"Yehet!" Sehun accepted the box and placed it in his bag. Meanwhile, Luhan was still looking for something in his bag. He stopped walking and sighed. "Go ahead guys, I forgot my wallet in the classroom". "Sure" said Xiumin. "Okay then" said Sehun, after that Luhan went back to his classroom.
When he got there, he opened the door and went in only to be greeted by a crying girl looking at him.
