What will happen to us....

The begining of the new

"Hey, Brandon how are you today.. "

"Like you don't know."

"What are you talking about?" My mind was drawing blank, and I started to feel bad.

"You, want to know how today is going. It is horrible. You walk over here thinking it will be Okay. Thinking that we could just forget everything that happened yesterday." He was getting mad now "NO, No you see that's not going to work this time."

"I...I am sorry.. I guess I will just go.." I started to walk away.

"Amy, no wait," He reached out and grabbed my arm.

Yanking away I said trying to cover up my tears, "No, no it's Okay. You are right. It's wrong, and I need to go." I walked away in tears not turning back even once.

"But.... Amy I" I heard his voice fade in the distance.

When I got home I ran upstairs. My parents were gone for the week as usual, on the business trips.  I stumbled across the laundry hamper while going to my bed. My phone rang and when I looked at it, it was Brandon calling.. I threw my phone across the room, it smashing against the wall. I heard a rock hit my window.  I got up and walked toward it.  I slide open on curtain. Brandon was standing there looking up. He was smiling and trying to get me to come down and talk to him. I rolled my eyes and shut my window and curtain. I ran and got my laptop, and headphones. I ran to my bed and turn on the music and plugged in my headphones and turned up the volume so I could not hear anything else. I started to cry from all the memories. I wanted it all to end. I started to wish and then before I knew it I was praying..

"God, God please please, Please just start everything over. Please make it to were I never met him. Please just make it all disappear. I am dieing inside. I do not want this to go on. I want it to be like in never happened. Please.." After a couple of hours I went to sleep.  I woke up the next morning and went to school. I walked passed Brandon and said Hi.

"Um hi." He walked away laughing with his friends like he didn't even know me. I figured it was just a faze and went to go to my friends.

"um, Who are you and why are you sitting there?" Stacy said

"Um, Stacy you know who I am and I always sit here."

"No, you don't and how do you know my name."

"Please Stacy don't start. I really need my best friend right now." I sat down and they started to get up.

"Look if you need a best friend go find one somewhere else  because you are not going to find them here."

I looked up with confusion... "But Stacy..."

"LOOK stop saying my name and go you little freak!"

I got up and walked away.. "What is happening?"  I didn't feel like going to class today so I skipped and went back home.

I went home and got on my laptop. Everything was different, the pictures were gone, my friend's list was empty. I looked around my room just now noticing the pictures of me and Brandon and all of my friends were gone.  I looked to were I threw my phone last night and it was gone. The shattered pieces were no longer there. My phone was by my bed. I looked through the contacts and I could only find my family's numbers. I was confused. What was happening? Then I thought back. Last night... Last night I made a wish, I made a wish that non of anything had happened. Well if it worked and the prayer I made had came true the why can I still remember everything.  I got a notice on my computer. I looked at it, it was a fortune, be careful with what you wish for, because what you wish for may not be what you wished for at all. 

I started to think. "This is a good thing, I can start fresh. I don't have to live in pain" I put all my past thoughts behind me.  All the thoughts of Brandon, and what all he said. all the pain, I made it all disappear.

Now lets just say I am starting new