Falling For The Wrong One

Hi I'm Dominique . I'm 17 years old and I'm living with my dad. My mom is no longer in my life because she past away when I was 11. I live In Columbia I have brown hair that stops a little beyond my shoulder blades grey cat eyes I'm dark skinned but not to dark sorta like a light brown I have an older brother his name is JT he's 18 so where just a year apart be have a bond like no other I've never had an actual boy friend. So I just keep busy with friends. I have 3 best friends Lilly, crystal, and Tatian, and guy best friends Jason, Deshan, and Demarcus. I have a HUGE CRUSH on Deshan. But In all honesty I don't think he feels the same about me because I see him and Lilly flirting all the time so I just keep it to myself. My bestfriend I tell ever thing to is Tatian. I've known her since 2nd grade and she's never gave me a reason not to trust her. I love them all to death but I have to tell them sooner or later that I'm moving In a 4 days. I hate to just pick up and leave but I don't have a choice my dad finally found his soul mate and I want him to be happy like before.