Ride OR Die

Chapter 1 :Almost Wrote You A Love Song

DEZI ABOVE

I was gonna write you a love song

But you screwed it all up

Playing games now you're just

A lame who's shit out of luck

I almost wrote you a love song

~Big Sean - Almost Wrote You A Love Song

(Dezi pov)

Beep. Beep.

Jesus make it stop...

Beep. Beep.

Just five minutes please...

I ran my fingers across my phone turning the alarm off. My hand pulled the covers over my body and I smiled. Peace and Quie-

"Dezi get up!" My dad's voice said laughing

I felt his body plop in my bed, causing my heart to beat fast and eyes open wide. He laughed at my reaction. I groaned and shook my head.

"Daddy why?" I whined

"Because I anit finna have no dumb ass kids living off of me, Get up and get ready for school." He said kissing my forehead.

I chuckled as he got up taking my covers with him. He dropped them on the edge of the bed before he walked out.

"Destiny!" He yelled my older sisters name

I got out of my bed and headed to my bathroom.

...

I looked down at my Jordan concords. I took a deep breath and looked in the mirror. I smiled. I was rocking black skinny jeans,white tank top, a jersey style black and white shirt with "You suck" written across, and a civil beanie.

I jogged down stairs almost running into my father's assistant.

"Dezi, I have your breakfast. Are you sure you want to ride the bus?" He asked

I chuckled and nodded taking the crossant and orange juice from him.

"Thanks" I said heading for the door

I walked to my bus stop. As I approached it, I noticed Antwan talking with his friends leaning on his car. I rolled my eyes. His eyes met mine and he smirked.

"Good Mornin Dezi" He said in a cocky tone

I ignored him. I heard his friends laugh. I saw Christan walk out of his house. I smiled huge.

"Christan!" I screamed

I ran and met him half way in the street. I jumped on him and he caught me as he laughed.

"Morning Dez" He said smiling

"Good Morning." I said as he walked still holding me

I looked towards Antwan with a mixed emotions face. Christian set me down before kissing my forehead.

"Excited?" He asked biting my croissant

I nodddd sipping my orange juice.

"Hey Dezi... " Jazz said smirking

I stared at her annoyed. My eyes watched her walk to Antwan and kiss his lips. I looked down. That hurt me to watch. It hurt a lot actually.

"It's okay baby girl" Christian said holding me closer

I nodded and gave him a fake smile. I saw Abrine walking towards us. I smiled as she hugged us.

"What's up? " I asked

I looked at her. She had on dark skinny jeans, a pelpum style black shirt, with a sweater and flats.

"Nothing much looking cute " She answered.

I agreed and watched as Rachel aporoched us.

She had on basic black skinny jeans, a green polo and vans. That perfect body and this about the most she does with it.

She greeted us before putting back in her headphones.

"She's nervous " Abrine said before sighing

I nodded. "Hopefully things are better for her this year "

"Starting with Sam" Abrine added

The bus pulled up. Rachel was the first one to get on. She sat right behind the bus driver alone. Abrine stopped about half way to catch up with her debate team friends. I walked to the back. Only seats open were with Antwan or this new guy.

I tapped on his shoulder. He took out an ear bud and looked at me. He was so fine. He was lightskinned with curly brown hair and grey eyes.

He smiled at me before scooting over. I sat down beside him.

"I'm Dezi " I introduced

"I'm boyfriend nice to meet you bae"He said smirking

I chuckled. "Boyfriend huh? "

He smiled. "Just letting you know what I intend to be "

I blushed.

"What was that? What do you intend to be?" Antwan asked staring at him pissed

I rolled my eyes. "Antwan, Jazz is over there remember "

He shook his head and sat down.

"Who's he? " He asked

"My ex" I answered shamefully

"Damn he let you go?" He asked shaking his head

I shrugged.

"Well I'm boyfriend a.k.a Corahn

. " He said

.......

I stepped off the bus and grabbed Christian's hand. He laughed.

"Alright Dezi" He said "Be good this year"

I laughed. "I will...I promise"

He smiled and nodded. I looked at Abrine and Rachel waiting for me.

"Ight go ahead babygirl" He said kissing my forehead

I looked up and noticed Antwan staring at me .

I quickly looked away and resumed with Abrine and Rachel. I found my locker right beside Jazz. I rolled my eyes mentally. I unfolded the paper with combination.

2-56-15

"Hey baby" Antwan's voice said

I felt my heart skip a beat and butterflies grow in my stomach.

Against my mind, I looked up. He was there but he wasn't talking to me. He was talking to Jazz.

I shook my head and closed my locker.

I entered my first class and sat near the window with a few friends.

"Bruhhhh....I heard Antwan been screwing Jazz again. " Marcus said to some guy

I shook my head and opened my rhyme book. Antwan's picture was tapped on an unfinished song.

"Can't believe I almost wrote you a love song"I mumbled