I try to forget you,
all the tears and the pain,
but deep down inside
I go quietly insane.
The love we once had
is now dead and no more,
for you it's a blessing
but for me it's still raw.
You shattered my soul
and destroyed our unity
but somehow you managed
to still gain impunity.
With your lies and deceit
you pierced through my heart
and what dignity I had
you tore it apart.
What am I now
but a poor empty shell?
I seem destined to live
in this cold empty hell.
For you life goes on,
for me it's stands still
but in spite of myself
I wish you no ill.
All I ever really wanted was
what's best for you, you see
and though it hurts, I must accept
what's "best" just isn't me.
So here I lie in darkness,
not daring to sleep or dream,
the only sound to break the silence
is my own deafening, silent scream.
