Rain Sound (B.A.P. Daehyun)

40-Feelings

After dinner I help Youngjae wash the dishes so it could get done faster. As the others chat as the TV is on. I wish I could get used to this life it's so perfect. We finish the dishes as we go and join the others I sit down beside Daehyun but not before giving Alice a hug, "so am I under the impression you two made up?" I nod at Himchan, "Yep, so Alice movie?" She wiggles her eyebrows at me, "Anntttt nothing geeky or stupid." She gets up to go to the T.V. "If I wanted to watch something stupid I would watch you after you drank 5 energy drinks." Jongup looks at me shocked, "I have a question rose. How?" I open my mouth to explain but then close it because it would not sound logical so I turn back to Alice as she hold up two old movies, as I point to the one on the left, we nods and comes back and sits on the other side of me. She looks over at me, "Figures you would pick some true crime stuff." I roll my eyes, "Nothing is wrong with it." She pokes me in the side, "NOrmal people have hobbies like sewing, cooking, gaming. You well you are just weird." I get up to make some popcorn, though while its poping I decide to sneak up behind Alice, Jongup sees me but just looks back natural. I lunge at her as she jumps and screams, and the guys laugh. "I scared you hehe." I point and laugh as she jumps over the couch with a pillow in hand. "Rose i'm going to get you! Stupid child!" I zig zag, "I'm 21 i'm not your child! Haa you can't catch me hehe!" I run back to the couch, "Ok you two that's enough I already had to put up with the six of you doing that huge pillow war thing if you remember right." I look back at Yongguk and remember. Just as I stop Alice hits me in the stomach with the pillow as she gets the popcorn. We sit back down but this time I sit a little closer to Alice.

Once the movie is over I get up and stretch, it's not exactly late but still close enough to go to bed. I hug Alice goodnight as I head to my bedroom. As I drop my clothes at the bathroom door and step into the shower. I turn the water on hot maybe it would warm my cold heart . I laugh at my internal joke as I rinse the conditioner out of my hair and the soap off myself. I realize that I already am not as cold anymore heart wise. I step out if the shower and dry myself as I wrap a towel around myself as I dry my hair with a hair dryer. I don't even hear Daehyun come up behind me. I flip my head back up as I turn the dryer off I jump as he faces me, "I was right I thought you wouldn't hear me coming." I laugh, "Careful idiot." He pecks me on the cheek before pulling me close in a hug. I feel his breath as he whispers in my ear, "So what do you want to do?" Honestly I want to sleep peacefully, but I think of something else to say. I bite my lower lip as I whisper back to him, "You want to find out when we go to Korea?" He looks back a little disappointed but raises his eyebrows curiously, "ok deal" I laugh as I lean up against the counter and kiss him before he heads into the shower. I don't leave right away. I keep thinking about this, us. I don't want to leave this, I want to go to bed every night knowing that we are together, that he's with me. But they will kill him, I can't..... I can't imagine my life anymore without this person alive. I walk back into the bedroom and slide on one of his shirts and get into bed. I tosel around in the sheets till he gets out of the bathroom, as he puts on some loose pants and climbs into bed. I turn over and mock him some, "ahahaha what are you doing?" I stop making a funny face as I crack up, "it's called mocking you hehe." He raises his eyebrows at me. "How dare you haha." I scoot over as I lay my head on his chest and my hand on his opposite shoulder, "we have to pack tomorrow. And we need to find you a suitcase or two." I quietly laugh, "So that is what's on your mind?" I feel him kiss the top of my head. "One thing not the only thing, aside from almost being killed a couple of times, dark places, I managed to find a b-" I raise up and cut him off, "if you say i'm pretty or anything like that, don't ok ish that's lying besides I know what others girls where your from looks like, i'm nothing like them attractive wise." He plays with my hair as he pulls me back down on him, "I don't consider that lying, besides they don't eat much, I want you how you are ok. No one else, you're more attractive than them, and you didn't kill me." I laugh at the last part, "wow yeah you're funny, besides no one has ever liked me for me." He pulls my face close to his, "maybe you weren't with the right person then." He pulls me closer as we lock lips for a minute, the longer i'm like this the harder it will be. But he can't know what i'm going to do. We fall asleep soon after as i'm snuggled up to his arm i'm so tired I black out.