This blue ocean understands me,
how those tears were wasted
On the ones that weren't worth it.
Hope someday they will see
That all I wanted was
Them to let me be,me.
I know I could've let myself say;
But how I wish I didn't pretend
Everything was okay.
Maybe this big sky
Would've heard my cry,
Maybe I could've saved myself
if I didn't let the flowers die.
Being numb is all I could do,
If I had a chance to make it right,
I would.
I wish they could see the real me,
I still wish that they could.
