Wait For You (L.S. One Shot)

Wait for you

A/N: I do not own this song. Harry will claim (in this story) that he wrote, but in fact is written by the amazing Elliot Yamin. I do not own these characters. This is AU where all the boys are Uni students (the boys aren't really mentioned.) I tried to do a song that most people don't really know. Like I'm writing an Ed Sheeran one but it is so common that I wanted to do something more original. I wrote this in about an hour. Sorry if it sucks. 3000+ words Enjoy xx

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Flashbacks\Memories

Song Lyrics

remembering something during a flashback 

It isn't as confusing as you read the story...

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"I never felt nothing in the world like this before

Now I'm missing you

& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door

Why did you have to go? You could have let me know

So now I'm all alone,

Boy you could have stayed

but you wouldn't give me a chance

With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand

And all my tears they keep running down my face

Why did you turn away?"

I felt the smooth white and black keys between my fingers, singing lightly to the new tune, the one I've been working on since yesterday. This is my last chance. My very last chance. Eyes, blurring with hundreds of tears, but I didn't need my eyes. I could play the piece with my eyes shut, hands tied behind my back. How could I forget? The day he left me. Crying, begging him not to leave. He told me 'It's fine. Your a grown up now, Haz. You can live on your own…Call me anytime.' Yet I still cried, and he still left. With her. 

"So why does your pride make you run and hide?

Are you that afraid of me?

But I know it's a lie what you keep inside

This is not how you want it to be"

I told him I loved him, that night he kissed me. He kissed me hard, slow, and passionately. He told me he loved me, but we couldn't be together. 'It would ruin our friendship.' He said, unfazed by the moment we shared. I guess thats all it will ever be. A moment.

"So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don't know what else I can do

Don't tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just ain't true

I really need you in my life

No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you"

I've truly tried everything. Sometimes I tried them twice, and maybe three times if you get technical. I've drank. I have been to about twelve pubs in the last week. Twice in a night? No problem, because you'll be too drunk to remember in the morning. I tried… 'meeting other people.' Meeting once,in the bed, never too be seen again. Then there is 'lounging' with the boy's, but he is always there. Always in his presence, ignoring me as if I was the smoke in the air. A cancerous poison that with ones single breath, could infect you. He'd look everywhere but in my direction, like the plague. I don't know what else I could possibly do to fix myself, to change my feelings. Now I've finally come to a conclusion. I can't get rid of my love, it is too strong. So I will wait. Wait for him to realize that she can never make him happy like I do. 'Don't let this effect you, Hazzabear. You will be fine, and it's just too late. You should've told me before I met El.'