Difficult To Say The 8 Letters

Tomorrow Or Never

One random noon day, Zayn & Bella were walking home on the cold streets of London, home after school. They're home was in the same direction so they usually walk together.
They were talking about school stuff and laughing like any other best friends. Bella was the one talking most of the time while Zayn was just staring at her, lovingly & shyly. He watched as she talked excitedly and throwing her hands in the air explaining how angry she was when she had to rewrite her history essay because her little brother put her paper in a bowl of water in an aim of playing. She somehow found that funny because she laughed showing her white teeth and dimples in both of her cheeks. He studied her beautiful face: brown eyes; long curly brown hair, small pointed nose, pinky lips.. perfect. She was just so perfect & he tried many times to find at least a single flaw in her but he couldn't. She was good-looking, smart, funny, and he always felt comfortable with her. And he loved her. Oh really loved her.
It's been 3 years since he figured that he really loved the girl in front of him. But he couldn't. He couldn't tell her. He somehow found it complicated to tell her about how he really feels, and everytime he tries to just spit the words out, his tongue automatically gets tied and starts to mutter stupid words.

"Uh-oh.." the sound of her words snapped him back that he almost shivered. He looked at her in confusion.
"This is really not good.." she said looking up to the sky raising her hands and letting the snowballs fall on her palms and face. He followed her gaze and looked up the sky. The clouds were all over the sky and big snowballs started hitting his face. Uh oh. He thought.
"We better hurry up, Zaynie." He heard her footsteps quicken.
"Yeah.. we butter hurry up."
He quickened his footsteps as well, but the really stupid thing he did was, not taking his gaze from the sky.
And when he tried to be smarter and looking back to the road,
"OUCH!!"
There he goes. Meeting his nose to a pole, and then sleeping back to the ground.
Bella heard his paining moan and turned her facr back at him.
"Zayn!" She rushed to his side. "Oh my, gosh. Are you okay?" She kneeled down beside him.
"Oh, yes." He said lifting his hand to his nose sitting up. "It's my.. ouch oh my, gosh, it hurts as hell! Ouch!" He screamed in pain, and Bella laghed at him causing him to blush.
"Oh I'm sorry! It's just.. I I-"
"No it's okay.." he grinned. "It's funny.." he chuckled.
"Yeah.. I bet you need a medical attention for that.. is it bleeding?" She looked at him with worried eyes.
"I think so.."
She felt sorry watching him moan in pain as he stood up.
"It indeed need a medical attention." He tried to sniffle but that gained him more pain and a shattered moan.
"Look, why don't you come home with me and I'll try to cover your nose..?" Bella asked standing up next to him, holding his arm.
He obviously had no choice. He surely wants his nose to cover and he can't do a medical attention by his own self. And since his parents were probably at some restaurant enjoying a meal, he was home alone.
"Uhh.. yeah, sure."

^
^
As soon as they got her place, she led him to a sofa and told him to wait for her til she gets back with first aid bag.
He sat there looking at the house as he tensed the silence in the room. For their surprise, Bella's parents were also out of home, and her little brother had to join them since she was in school.
And that, being alone with her right now, made him nervous. So nervous that he forgot the piercing pain on his nose and focused more on what he'd say to her, what would they talk about, and what if, what if she noticed his nervousness and asked him what's the matter and he'd just start muttering like a stupid psycho.

Finally, Bella came back with the medical bag and sat next to him, helping his poor bleeding nose.
"Here we go." She started.

And with every touch, he'd try to follow her hands & avoid her eyes.
After a dead silent for 5 minutes, Bella spoke up,
"So," she stood up. "There's no need to thank me!" She said praising herself. That made Zayn laugh, and Bella joining him.
"Are you okay?"
"I'm okay." He gave her a huge, cute, white teeth, ear to ear smile.
He was thankful that it was all over. He got up, and before he knows it, Bella gave him a quick hug. He widened his eyes. Well, that was unexpected. But he quickly blinked them.
"Well, uh.. th-thank you."
"You're welcome." She smiled.
"Well. I'll go." He said, "I j gotta go."
"Yeah.."

She walked him to the door and said goodnight.

^
^
^

'Three years.' Zayn laid down on his bed thinking. 'Three years of friendship and I being a stupid fool, if that makes sense, didn't tell her that I.. that I love her. What kind of man in love am I? And what if, what if another guy, probably her type, came from nowhere and stole her away from me?' He shifted a little and sat up, 'No, no. That's not gonna happen. It should not happen, and it won't happen. Tomorrow. Tomorrow is the day. I should confess my feelings to her. Tomorrow or never, Zayn. They're just.. they're just 8 simple words.. I l-o-v-e - y-o-u..' he laid back down again putting his hands on his face, 'oh God... help me, please. May you made that angel be mine, give me the courage to tell her those 8 letters tomorrow.'
He started praying til he fell asleep.
_________________________________________

A/N: coming next part 2.
I want to thank SanaitMeberahatom for her vote :') . It means a whole lot to me! Well, I hope you'd like the next part as well :)
I'll update soon ^_^