Laughter

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PREVIOUSLY

" who killed him ?" Jack sat there crying, I decided to hug him tightly until I hear him mumble.

" my dad, murdered my brother"

NOW

< jacks POV >

Mark sat there staring at me whilst I was looking into the deep blue water. I didn't was to look into marks face. I felt to bad and I didn't want to impose my life onto him. I heard his sobbing and I looked up in shock. " m-mark ?? What's the matter" I said , still crying myself, he looked at me with anger. He looked like me dad, which made me scurry back slightly and winch hard. " JACK, WHY ARE YOU STILL WITH HIM, CALL THE POLICE!!" He shouted causing me to curl up into a ball, crying of course. " I-I-I-I am s-sorry, please don't h-h-hurt me" I stuttered, this seemed to snap mark back and he looked to the floor. " jack , I am sorry , it's just that I am worried about you, I barely know you but I feel like your my best friend, please don't be scared" he said in a calm collective manner, I was still scared so when he offered his had to me I coward more, it's had gone to far, I have gotten scared of a single forgiving gesture, I wish my dad was never hear, I wish it was him in that car. Mark knew what time meant and sat down next to me. " jack, I promise I am not going to hurt you, your are broken aren't you? And like the song you will be singing soon, I will try to fix you. " he said. I lost it.

I started laughing.

That was it.

I laughed

And laughed

And laughed.

I felt my hands clutch onto my face and I cried into them. I was losing it. I felt a hand on my shoulder, it didn't cause me to look up but I did cause me to winch. " jack care you ok ?" Mark asked, he as scared for me , but I could stop, I had no control, I wasn't allowed to change. " I am going mad aren't I" I said still holding my head and laughing, " Are you fucking mental, I am broken like you said , sure you can super glue the peices back together but there will still be crack marks, scars, missing prices like a puzzle, once it's broke it's broke, don't you understand that !! Why would you waste your time on a shattered price of glass like me, I-" I was interrupted by and warm hug.
" STOP SAYING STUFF LIKE THAT YOU ARE HURTING YOURSELF EVEN MORE, someone like you doesn't deserve abuse , you deserve love, sure I might not be able to super glue all the pieces but my god I will try !!" He said , he was crying hard, I didn't know why.

I stop laughing, I stopped crying, I stopped breathing. Everything was still. Why was he so loving. Why did he care.

Why

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< marks POV >

I am scared, he stopped laughing and crying, he didn't move, he didn't dare. Why would he live with a murderer and still be able smile sometimes. It was heartbreaking. I held him tight to my chest, I got it out of him, but not in the way I wanted to. I loved jack, there was no doubt, but seeing him so broken, I knew this wasn't jack I wanted to know, there is so much more. I just don't know what.

After a while, jack shot up, with red puffy eyes and looked to the ground. " I am sorry, I shouldn't have scared and you like that" I said, before he could say anything else, he looked up.

" mark I am sorry I freaked out, to be honest, your the first person that cared since my mum ....." he didn't want to finish his sentence. I understood it must have been hard for him, I just wish I could have done more. We stayed there for awhile until I got a text message.

Momiplier
Mark Edward Fischbach !! Where are you at this time !!

I looked on my phone only to mentally face palm my self as I saw the time, 6;30pm !! How long have we been here, it feels like we just got here !! I thought. I had to lie to her though

MARKIMOO
Hey I am sorry I am helping a friend, btw is it ok if he can stay over tonight, he seems very stressed!

Momiplier
Oh ok, of course just make sure his parents know where he is.

MARKIMOO
thanks mum your the best !!

I looked back at jack who what gentility staring at the water which matched his glorious blue shimmering eyes. " jack I don't care what you say but you are staying with me tonight, you are in to much of a state to go back to that hell home you call home" I said, I was scared to be rejected and have to fight to get him to stay but he just stared at the water. " o-ok" he said, I was surprised he gave up so easily. It made me sad know that it doesn't take long for him to give up, however, I can tell that never was the case before. He is someone that just lost their spark, he was once determined but now that has been snatched out of his hands. He still had it in there somewhere, somewhere.

" come on buddy, let's get home " I said standing up and help out my hand for him to take, he hesitated for a second but accepted and I helped him up. We walked back to the car. We didn't speak much, it was just comfortable silence. But we didn't need to speak.

We had each other

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Well then , I be done !!

Have fun with Fillmore crappy chapters ,

Ba bye ~*

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