Hush

Prologue

My dad always told me to be true to myself, to not listen to what other people had to say about me.

My dad had been the most important person in my life....

Until he died.
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Everyone is always worried about me. I mean if I were them, I would worry about me too. They always think that because my dad took his life, I will take mine too. But really, I have no intention to do so.

My big brother died when I was 13, and that was enough to send my mom away too. It has just been my dad and I since I was 13, and I grew very close to him. He was the grip I needed to keep from going under, the one who was always there for me with open arms.

When he killed himself, I blamed myself for it. I thought that I pulled him under, instead of being that vice grip he needed to keep out of the dark.

He needed someone to be there for him, it just wasn't me he needed...

I was 14 when he died, and since then, I have been catching up with the wrong crowd.

Going to parties, skipping school, getting drunk, high, and laid. And never once did I think this would happen. No. Never in a million years would my new friends betray me. Well, I guess it was time for a news flash then.....