My everyday's feeling

Why?

Why?
Why you're doing this to me? You knew that my heart is already broken, do you need to break it more and more? Don't say no,because that's what you're doing, you were nothing to me, i didn't ask for more , i thought you're not gonna be like the rest, i was right because you're much worse. It was my mistake that i wanted to know you more, i didn't think that you'e gonna be so fucking important to me, but you are, and you know what? It's killing me to see you happy while i'm breaking without talking to you, to see you smiling in front on me and pretending that i'm not here or that i'm not seeing you, i see you and i see everything , and the worst thing, i see you're happy while i'm breaking inside, i can't do this, i can't pretend that you're not here, i don't want to, cause you're here and that the best thing about this whole shit.