Why am I so afraid to lose you when you are not even mine?
Zaynerb
I was always intrigued with the kind of bond Samairah and Zaid have.... I know the don't get along, but his protective instinct towards her was something else..... They both care about each other more than the will like to admit......
We both cross our limits the other day and ever since that day samairah have not been herself, she's still ashamed of her behaviour and I know she's more touch by what zaid said than what aunt suhailat said.....
My mom died shortly after giving birth to me, so I was practically raise by ghogo Abu, my mom's nanny.... My step mothers don't really care about me and my dad is always on a business trip..... So I spend most of my days and some night at samairah's..... After the incident last two weeks Aunt suhailat called my dad and told him I will spend some few weeks with her..... Aunt suhailat is my late mom's good friend.... So we are basically family friends...... I am always grateful to the Paris family, they love and treat me like their own......
When Abubakar came back for his annual leave, he approached me regarding the wedding..... To say I was thrilled was an understatement, when aunt suhailat and Zaid mentioned it in between scolding us for being irresponsible.... I didn't dwelled much on the matter, but when asked if is okay to go for my introduction after Zaid's marriage, I knew I have to come clean about what happened after the graduation......
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FlashbackZaynerb I know u may not believe me, but I have been in love with you for the past one year now, I wanted courting you after I come to terms with my feelings but I hated long term relationship and you were still in school, I don't want you struggling with school and marriage life at the same time that's why I rest my case, because trust me I have seen how woman struggle with school and marriage and I really don't want that for you.....
I talk to mom and aunt suhailat regarding
How I feel about you and they are more than happy to have you as their daughter in-law.....Am not going to rush you, I will give you some time to go and think about the proposal..... I will respect what ever you decide.....
Five days later
Abubakar after much thinking and praying I have decided I do want to marry you too.... But before that I want to come clean about the incident that took place last week.....
I told him everything that happen that day and how Zaid save our As****
Zaynerb I knew something was wrong since when I came back, you, samairah and Zaid have been acting weird.... I try talking to him but he wouldn't say anything..... Am happy you open up about these to me and I trust and have faith in you thesame way I do for my sister Samairah.....
So am willing to marry with your flaws.....
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Me and Samairah are in Abuja for a friend's wedding, Unaisa's wedding clash with Zaid's wedding..... Zaid wedding Fatiha is by 11:00am while Unaisa's is after Jumma'at prayer..... Since this is no much programme for Zaid's we beg them at home to allow us come to Abuja for the wedding....
Since am not a fan of henna, samairah is downstairs with the other bride maids adorning their hands..... I decided to take my bath and pray before the finish since we are going to the market to collect our Head ties for the dinner later at night....
Just then my phone started ringing...
Salamu alaikum aunt
We'allaikum salam, Zaynerb where is Samairah, we have been calling her for the pass 1hour, she's not picking her calls....
She's downstairs maybe her phone is on silent....
Okay tell her to check her phone.... I send the flight details for both of you..... They flight leaves by 3:00pm.... There is an emergency here at home so please don't miss this flight....
And one more thing please switch off samairah phone and keep it with you....
Okay aunt....
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Samairah
I was heading outside to removed and wash the henna on my hands, for the first time in the last two weeks I was a little bit happy...... After what happened the next day after the club incidents.... Zaid words got to me, I was really ashamed of my behavior..... Ever since I was a little girl, I was always pampered and mischievous but Zaid always stand by his words to always scold and out me in my place whenever I do something wrong that's why I never did like him.... When I make mistakes no one scold me the way he does, his words have a way of getting to me....
They last words he said really hit a nerve " your beliefs don't make you a better person your behavior does"
After does words I vow to be a better version of myself.....
Mom told me Zaid even got a graduation present for me but after what happen he said he wasn't going to gift it to me just yet..... I received many gifts from my brothers and cousins when the came..... But I really wanted to see what Zaid bought for me.....
Samairah can I talk to you in the room please Zaynerb said snapping me out of my thoughts....
Where is your phone? she asked.....
I don't know Zaynerb I talk to Zayan this morning I don't really know where I kept it.... Any problem?
Go to the bathroom and take a bath.....
Have you start reading Salah?No till tomorrow why?
Just take you bath and dressed we have a flight to catch back home in the next one hour...... Before you finish I will pray dhuhr and search for your phone.....
I will tell you what I know once we are on our way.....
I headed to the bathroom and do what i was asked in a dazed.....
He readers who can guess why Zaynerb and Samairah have to head back home.....
You have to keep reading to find out.....
I know you didn't see that coming Zaynerb and Abubakar......
I just wanted to give you a glimpse of Zaynerb's pov if you enjoy her let me know I can always write a story about her and Abubakar.......
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