Why haven't I just died yet? I'm not here for a reason nobody will remember me in the future I'll just be a speck in the universe. I have to many problems wrong with me and on top of that I have suicidal ideation. I don't have a lot of friends. I have really bad trust issues. I just want to die. My parents sent me to a hospital a few weeks back when they found out that I cut and it just made me think I was more insane than I already am. I'm done I'm a bore I'm sorry.