Mommy...Where's Daddy? [l.p]

Started at Hello.

Emma

"Ellie, baby, come eat!" I yelled up the back stairs, making her plate and putting juice in her sippy cup. After a while when she didn't answer I walked upstairs into her room, she wasn't there, I looked in her toy room she wasn't there, trying not to flip out I checked my room. I sighed at the sight of her sleeping on my bed. I got on the bed next to her,

"El." I said, lightly shaking her.

"Mummy?" she whispered, her eyes still closed.

"Yeah baby, lets get up so we can't eat." I said and she nodded, opening up her eyes. As i got up, she sat up, rubbing her eyes and I picked her up, resting her on my waist before going down the back steps, walking into the kitchen and sitting her in her chair at her little princess table where her food already sat.

"Mummy can you eat with me at my table?" she asked, looking up at me.

"Sure baby" I said and grabbed my plate and cup, sitting it on her table before moving the little chair out the way, and sitting on the floor Indian style.

"Can we watch meamo when we are done?" she said, reffering to 'Finding Nemo', making me smile.

"Sure babes, you gotta be a big girl and eat all of your food first."

"Okay."

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We were half way into the movie when she fell back to sleep. Leaving me in quiet, I can hear everything in my small house when its quiet. Its kind of creepy being up alone like this but its also soothing. I think a lot around this time, about how I screwed my self over when I was seventeen, its been three years and a lot  changed...not for my benefit though, I'm pretty much damaged for forever, all I honestly have left is an older brother but he serves our country and has been out of contact with me for like 4 years now so he doesn't know. I have no one to turn to my Mum and my Pops just gave up on me but that's cool because as soon as they need something from me guess who's going to be on their own then, I think to myself, letting out an audible sigh. They both carry real nasty attitudes. Sometimes its funny to think they ever were my parents. There was only one person I could talk to back then that would fully understand me and it's been three years and I have his child. He's engaged for Pete's sake, he probably doesn't even remember who I am...I don't even remember who I was three years ago. I grew and learned a lot, sometimes through all of tgis shit it just boils down to turning your back away from the world.

I sighed again and picked up my phone, unlocking it and seeing notifications from Instagram, I pulled down my status bar and clicked it, there was a comment on a picture that I put up of Ellie and I earlier. It was someone with the name of real_liam_direction

@Emmahhh : You look so familiar!, your daughter is gorgeous she looks alot like you.

I smiled and answered back,

@real_liam_direction Thank Ya!  I Don't Know If I Know You, I  Don't Get Around Alot Lol (:

I said the guys's name outloud a few times, the name sounds familiar but I don't know why, I clicked on his name and looked through his pictures, I smiled, he's really adorable. I kept going through his pictures until I got to a certain picture, my thumb hovering over the screen...Zayn. He looks so much different, yet he still looks the same. I sighed...three whole years... Its unbelievable.

I shook my head, snapping out of my trance, that's where I know him from.. I knew he looked familiar, he's with One Direction...the same group as Zayn. My phone buzzed again, this time getting a message in my inbox, I opened it. It was from Liam.

'Hey :)', It read, I couldn't help smile.