I've written everything I have to say,
But the words, they rot and fall away.
So with a hole, in the bottom, I'm stuck in the same boat as before,
And slowly sinking just in sight of shore.
I work so hard to make my life worse,
Sometimes I think I'm better off in the back of a hearse.
But I know I could never leave her behind,
She's the one I've been searching for all this time.
And although she confesses to me all of her love,
Selfishly I feel that it is not enough.
I know it in my heart, oh my god I swear,
There is someone so much better for her out there.
I dream about her all day long,
Yet when we're together it all feels wrong.
Something isn't right and I know it's me,
Because you'rea beautful perfect being.
I can never just be what and who I am,
So much discontent I don't think anyone understands.
I put my feelings into words that rhyme,
I give everyone who cares a glimpse of what's inside.
Why must it be that I'm never satisfied,
I have all I could want; still I lie awake at night.
And wish for more
So much discontent.
It's the end that I wish was near
Just the letdown that I fear.
