I only sigh when i have no one to talk to about my problems. When i feel like i have to keep everything locked up inside. But sometimes its not easy to just come out and say it, or is it? Does it only feel complicated to me? I just have so many things in my head and don't know how to say them or how to tell somebody about it. It could be the smallest of problems but to me it just feels like more.
Even if you tell someone, are they really listening or am I just wasting my breathe and time? Do people care? Sometimes I avoid crying just so i don't have to explain anything to anyone cause it might not even be worth crying about. Plus what is telling them going to do,because at the end of the day your still the one with the problem.
I'm TIRED.
I'm tired of everything. I'm not doing anything but I'm still tired. I'm tired of doing the same thing day after day,week after week,month after month,having the same routine, feeling like I'm not having any fun, liking someone who doesn't even give me the time of day, of feelings and most of all expecting nothing but still being disappointed.
The worst part, is that I'm a teenager. Still have my whole life in front of me, and yet i feel this way. Yet, I can't do anything about it.
I have a good home, family, friends, do well in school but I still feel so empty. I hate fake smiles but yet i wear one almost everyday.
If only dreams could become reality then most people would never want to wake up. Can't blame them though. Everyone would want to live in a place where they are always happy and have nothing to worry about and everything you could ever want or think of would become real.
If i lived in a world like that I'd dream that there would be no deaths, sadness, loneliness, emptiness,war, everyone has parents, racism would no longer exist,money wouldn't control people or influence their decisions, no divorces, you'd never lose your connection with your friends, everyone could have an app to know who their soulmate was,you wouldn't have to be afraid to walk the streets or make new friends, no more anger and that everyone could be happy and have each others back. It would be the perfect dream.
But a dream is all it is and ever would be. There is no such thing as perfect. Death is inevitable. Feelings are a part of life. Friends come and go. There is always war. Nothing is or ever will be like the paragraph I have previously written. Because that's just the world we live in and its not going to change for anyone.
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"Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself." ―JALALUDDIN RUMI
Don't know if this is relevant or not but I saw a picture and it "Scooby Doo always thought us that the monsters were always humans."
