No one seems to understand how I feel. My emotions are just one jumbled mess. Like someone frazzled and running late for work, rushing around, hair a mess, things flying into the air and everything just seems to be all over the place. I guess you could say thats how my life is. For a long time those crazy and frazzled moments are emotions I have are never shown. You see a smile and a laugh painted across my face like a mask made out of ppier mâché. No one could ever see the pain I was feeling inside. I was a bitter, angry, crying mess on the inside, but on the outside all you could see was the joking happy smiley person you thought I was. Showing your feelings can be hard, to be able to trust someone with all of you. Something that could crush you within an instant and you putting your trust in them not to. It is a big deal, much like falling in love for an explamle. You trust that other person with your feelings, your heart and every part of you that cares for that person. You trust them giving every piece of you to them, and praying that they dont break you apart bit by bit.
