(Lesbian) The Girl Who Is conffuse

Part 1

This is the story of  a conffused thirteen year old girl name Courtney  LeeAnn  Takahashi. She was born on August  15, 1990. She lives in Seattle Washingston with her mother Cynthia and her father MIcheal. She goes to Washington middle school and an 8th grader. And this is her story about May 8, 2003. She was at home in her room laying down on her bed wrighting in her diary. Dear Diary is me Country it was an alright day at school but conffusing. Everysince the new girl Latasha came to my school everything been conffusing and werid and I just don't know why. I don't understand non of this. See Courtney is having feeling for girl the type of feelings that you are attarted to same sex. She having sex dreaming about them having feelings about them and thinking about them and so much more. Yes I no she is a lesbian but she don't know it yet because she don't understand it but she will. But she have a wounderful down to earth boyfriend  name Gabriel. He is everything you would want in a guy he is cutie, sweet, smart down to earth out going guy and more. But thers no sparks between them even when they have sex there don' t be no sparks.  When he be fucking her  her she me thinking about girls and how it would feel to have sex with one andd  how one will tase  and how it would feel  to have a girl taste her and please her in everyway they can. Anyways lets get back to Courtney she was still wrighting in her diary. Diary what is wrong with me am I lesbian am I bisexula or what. No I couldn't be or could I no I'm straight I'm straight I got a boyfriend a woundefrul infect. What ever is going I wish it stop and leave me the hell alone I don't want this I never ask for this so go find someone else. Well diary is 11.30 I go to bed so I can go to shcool tomorow. She put her pen in her diary and she closed and she put her diary in her nightstand  and she turn of the light and she went to sleep.