The girl who never loved

The begining

Intro~
Hi my name is cat. I'm just a regular 23 year old. But not to my best freind. I've never felt love for a guy. So what. And no no i never felt love fords girls either...well I have because I love my mom and my grandma my freinds etc. but never ya know like like like them. I'm straight. Well I honestly don't know...if I ever felt love it would be tords a guy but I don't get the point of love honestly. I wish their was something like theirs straight then theirs gay then lesbian what's a sexuality that means you don't wanna date anyone? Am I the only one. I've never felt any butterflies looking at a guy...is that realy so bad.
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As I come home from work (I'm a waitress)
I put my purse on the hook right on the left when I open the door. I lean against the wall as I feel relived it's friaday. As I walk upstairs I change into comfy clothes...warm because it's winter only light drizzled snow but still under freezing tempature. I go back in the living room and sit on my quilted couch and turn on the tv hoping something good was on. It was madame secretary on cbs. Personally I only watch cbs all the shows I like are either on cbs cw or freeform. I scroll threw those 3 Chanel's and none of them have shows I watch so I go on my phone (face book) I barley ever go on Facebook but when I do it's on occasion. As I scroll threw the page I instantly get bored and catch myself watching madams secretary whatcha is one of the most boring shows on the planet and I realize if this is more boring then madams secretary I probably should just get off it. On the other hand my best freind gabi is realy popular she has blonde hair with brown she's tan she's realy pretty and all the boys fall for her and yet i don't know why she chose me as a freind. I put my phone down and just watch madame secretary because why not.... as I watch it my phone starts making a realy irritating ringing noise.... I pick it up and push ignore it's my best freind... as she starts to fall asleep on the couch she falls off and it wakes her up. She turns off the tv and heads upstairs to her room.  As she lays in her bed she covers up and drifts to sleep.