Dear C,
I miss you.
I haven't seen you in almost 6 months now, and it's killing me, knowing that I won't see you until Easter. Hell, I may not even see you then! You are one of my best friends, no matter how manipulative and fucked up you are, and I'll always keep you in my heart.
I just wanted to say that I really love you and wish you the best of luck with your basketball and Japanese lessons and GCSE's. I know it must be tough for you being home-schooled and everything.
In regards to your email concerning how I've been, I have been OK I guess, other than the stuff you already know about (E.g. Stress, anxiety and depression) but nevertheless, I am quite alright thank you. The real question, however, is: How have you been?- You've lost all contact with me, and during that period, for all I know, you could have done something stupid- like last time.
I know that you'll never ever see this (I hope) but I'm going to be completely honest here by saying that you an arse for what you did to me.
I fell into depression; and I cannot forgive you for that.
It really broke my heart seeing texts from you that I knew I couldn't reply to. However, you apologized and truly meant it- I could tell, so, I'm willing to give you another chance and wish you luck this year.
Lots Of Love,
L
Xoxo ♥
