Words From Heart ♥

At time's funeral (L)

Many at times you feel all alone and ready to die on occasional nights . Maybe coz you have seen something you never wanted to. Or maybe just coz you've been holding it for so long . Maybe coz you lost something precious.. something or someone very close to your heart . Or maybe that you witnessed something so hard to believe that it shattered you from the core .
It differs from person to person what their life has planned for them. What problems they are facing . Or what phase of life they are going through . We never know what may be bothering to the person sitting next to us, all perky and enthusiastic , playing with kids .
Someone who finds herself deep in thoughts that she can't even frame a proper sentence to put those feelings . to pick up perfect words to eloquently describe it , it's so hard for her to concentrate on any other stuff but those vague thoughts , those unfaded memories , the confusion about herself and undistinct desire to be pampered constantly .
It's all fate , destiny , or call it whatever but it was meant to happen if not for better than maybe for worse . That worse which will give you a lesson to implement for life . That worse which will be so powerful to change your view for everything.
That worse that may change YOU completely . This will be so hard , so hard to tackle that you may feel the desire to quit and finish this struggle for once and for ever . but believe me don't do this , never quit , change your path , change your destiny , change the way to handle yourself but keep going , keep cheering ,keep motivating yourself to provide the urge to complete the struggle , to get a NEW YOU .
Let all those who betrayed you witness what that worse has brought out of you , that their absence doesn't even matter now , that they be regretting their move of settling for less and that losing you was their biggest mistake . but for all that you need to hold on , hold on all the tears of wrath that are fighting to let out . Hold on and wait for life to play it's game and look for your time to Rise up that doom. Make attempts to overcome your fears . Once.. twice.. thrice.. make the attempts again and again let it take tens , hundreds , maybe thousands , but don't quit . Cry for an hour or maybe two but then again stand up on your heels , splash the water on your face , make yourself a cup of coffee and again try . Let the life bend down on knees and declares that you won .
I know it is easy to sit back and advice and takes hell out of you for composing yourself again from those millions and millions of pieces . But what if we don't give a try ? What if we sit back at that corner weeping , cursing your life ? There will be left nothing , your soul, your identity , your personality , your aura , all will cease to exist . What will be left then? It will only be silhouette of your body sitting in the farmost corner of the dark room . That wouod be the fate decided by us and not the life . Instead of being an alive dead , let's challenge the life , challenge it's turns nd twists , ups and downs with a smile plastered perfectly on your face . Let us decide our fate and be proud of it later .
Even when all the odds are in favour don't lose your faith . Even if you are sick physically and mentally . And handling all the loses of your near and dear ones , Even in the darkest of nights when there is no one left to console you and everyone has walked outta your life , don't lose the hope . Greif for a day or two but then again let your feet make you stand once again holding your weight , ready for another wave of storm to test you... coz a beautiful weather lies there after all the strokes of storm. And that you too will get your time to enjoy your life in the most beautiful way possible.
Make yourself so much strong that no one dares to mess around with you . Be that raging fire , that ice cold light of moon , that fierce ray , that independent soul whom no one can hurt even if intended . Let yourself born again from that burning days of worse , and dress yourself astonishingly and walk down as a queen of your own world , for the funeral of time where once worse ruled !!

#be_strong
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