My River Phoenix addiction

I think I'm inlove with the late Actor River Phoenix. I know he's dead but his movies still lives on. At first, I'm just searching about the veteran actors in the philippines. Because I wanna see their photos when they were

Young. And when I saw the photo of James Dean from google image results, I posted it on my instagram and shared it on my facebook account, with the caption "I'm inlove with this dead boy" and then my friend commented a photo on my post. He commented the photo of river phenix saying "I think this guy can pass your criteria because you like dead guys"

So I searched his name. And then I read his biography. I searched his photos from his childhood. And *DANG* he's so damn handsome. And that's the beginning of my addiction about him. I was like "oh my god but his dead *crying*" I started to watch his movies one by one. And when the days are passing. I'm starting to like him everytime I watch his movies. I want him to come back to life. I wanna marry him. And it's also a co-incidence that he died on october 31st and that's my birthday too. And now I really like him a lot . And I think I LOVE hin already. I wish he was still alive. :( rest in peace River Phoenix I'm forever a fan of yours. I love you my dearest River. :(