Love & Lust (Lesbian Story)

Chapter 17

*Bre POV*

You always hear, " if you have a good girl, don't mess it up, do her right..." but when you're put in certain positions it's like it doesn't click.. I have an amazing girlfriend she's everything I could ask for and more and I still fucked up.. but why? I've been racking my brain trying to figure all this out. I really do love Milan... I don't have feelings for anyone else, I don't want to be with anyone else but why do I cheat? It's not that my girl isn't enough because she is. And do I tell her what I did? I want to keep her, I know I fucked up but I really didn't mean too. Since that night I've been depressed. And Milan just keep asking why. But I assure her it's nothing, truth is, it's eating me up inside. I ignore everyone's phone calls, I dodge people at school. The only one I talk to is her but every time I look in her eyes I get sad because she looks at me like I'm this perfect human, when in all honesty, I'm worse than the gum up under a restaurant table.

*Milan POV*

Lately Bre has been really different. There's something different in her eyes when I look in them. It's like she's afraid. But afraid of what? I love her, she's perfect! I hope she doesn't think I don't love her anymore or that there is someone else because I would die for her. I think I'm going to take her on a whole day date, my love needs some spoiling and relaxation. Maybe then she'll open up to me, I just want to feel like everything is okay again.