I hate you, I love you

Part 1

It was unexpected! I just knew you a few days ago because of the random drug test that happened at school while I was checking all our names in class. I didn't expect you sat beside me and asked my name confidently like we knew each other. Then i told you mine.

"I'm Yan." i said with a smile on my face.
"Mr. Ken." you said with an aura of a gentleman.
What i can reminisce about that time was the way you spoke and on how you stare with those dark eyes each time you talk. Which made me feel a bit shy.

Time flew so fast that Christmas party came like a mail sent within 3 days.
-CHRISTMAS PARTY-

You told me you're supposed to give me a ride to the beach which you promised me back at that time when we first met; Bahia Resort, which was quite near and seemly, but Mr. J, your roommate insisted that you give him a ride. So, I end up taking a ride in a bus with Mr. G together with the class.

-At the beach party-
The bus came late since we refueled. As i came down, you were there. Waiting. Then you offered me a drink at the table which you reserved for both of us.

"This is how i pay my debt since i didn't let ride with me." You said.
"Hahaha, it's okay. I'm glad we arrived safe." I answered.

I thought it's just normal to be with you alone like others do, NO MALICE.
While everyone are busy partying that night I felt completely comfortable while I'm with you. I never thought everyone noticed our closeness, and started teasing us and giving us "thumbs ups" saying that we look cute together. We talked about love, laughed like there's no tomorrow, and shared moments like we were some couple. That day you told me that already you have a girlfriend. It saddened me much. I was like I was shattered to pieces and nothing can glue me back. Then I came to realize that there's no chance for us two. So I just enjoyed every moment of it. Every laughter, the way you look at me, your compliments, and your voice that makes me smile.
Party was almost over and when I was about to check my phone to see if my mother left me a message, it struck me since my phone wasn't in my bag! I immediately tried to remember where i put it and realized that maybe I just misplaced it somewhere on the table. I was panicking. You noticed me and we then started looking everywhere 'til I remembered that I left it in the public CR. You came along with me and when I went in to check it, my phone was gone already. It's been two hours since I left it in there so I guess someone took it and never bothered to give it back to to me.
My mood changed after what happened and decided to go home and have some rest, trying to forget that I've been so stupid of what I've done. Guess i'll buy a new one soon.

You told me you could give me a ride home because you're about to go home as well. Without any hesitation, I took your offer, ofcourse!
We we're both drunk so you didn't do your reckless driving moments which you told me at the party. At that moment I started getting cold. You noticed. You offered to let me wear your jacket and you hugged me from the back. It felt so nice.