Another Love

I dont like the youth's love like playing with fire. I dont like the calculative love of adults. The love of my young days is ending like this and even if a long time passes by, we'll still remember each other.

Those times when there was still us. I still hate you, you who left me and my cold heart is still missing you. Don't be sorry, that makes me more pitiful. With your pretty red lips please hurry, kill me and go. My selfishness that couldn't let you go turned into an obsession that imprisoned you.

Were you hurt because of me? Why am I a fool, why can't I forget you. You're already gone. You left me and that hurt me so much. Maybe I could see you just once by coincidence. Everyday I grow restless. Everything about you is becoming faint. You smile back in our pictures, unknowing of our approaching farewell. Love you, loved you but I must have not been enough.

Your black eyes that only saw me and your nose that held the sweetest breath and especially your lips that whispered i love you. Why is it you? Why did it have to be you? Why can't I leave you? Girl, just tell me it wasn't love so I can't never go back to you. The love I thought will be forever is gone. I wanna stop, I don't want you anymore but I can't do it, this sucks.

-Lazarus

DISCLAIMER : This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemble to actual persons living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidence.