Holding on and letting go...

A relationship based on smirks and irony...

When we went as far as John couldn't see us anymore, he left my hand.

"Thanks." I said smiling.

"So, we have to ...act as boyfriend and girlfriend now?" He said smiling.

"I think so....you don't have to if you don't want to...." I said but he suddenly kissed my hand.

"Will you rescue me from all the girls that are around me and play like you're my girlfriend?" I was about to say YES YES YES and start shouting and screaming , but I was being feelingless for the moment.

"I will. Will you?" I smiled. He gave me his usual smirk.

"Yes my ma'am." He smiled. As we went at our class, we sat next to each other. We were walking hand to hand and everybody was looking shocked.

"I can't believe it." I said."All these people thought they had a chance. I am surprised."

"Look at the girls."He said smirking. Girls were crying for Thiary. They wanted him. But, remember Etna? Yes the bad girl. She was crying too and gave me a daring look.

"Morning Etna." I said and Thairy kissed my cheek. I totally blushed and he saw that, but he didn't embarrase me for that, he just passed it. We were the couple of the day. Suddenly, everybody was looking at us and sometimes crying. "It's working Thiary."I said smiling, he held my hand. After school, we went to my car and I went in the car, but he grabbed my arm out from there.

"I drive, usually." He said and I went out . I gave him my keys and sat in the passenger's seat. We didn't talk, but we got surprised when we saw our hands were still together, they were stuck. I took my hand from his first, but he didn't reject it, he left my hand.

"Thiary." I said, but he understood I was about to start my speech and he didn't let me talk.

"Are you going to ask me about my favorite color? It's red."He smirked looking me straight in the eye. He was waiting for me to start saying love bullshits, but I answered simply.

"Mine too." He was as suprised as me to know that. We didn't talk until we went at my home.

"I'll come and get you at 8 o'clock."

"Where are we going?" I was surprised. I didn't have any plan.

"We are a couple now, we can't move without each other, we'll go at the club, dance."He smiled. The club! Yes! I had to find something to wear!

"Yeah, I completely forgot!"

"I know it sounds embarrasing, but..."

"It doesn't, really." I smiled. "You're helping me to get strong, this is a big step. Thanks Thiary!" He liked my result and didn't say anything. I high-fived with him and then left to my house. I called Cami and told her about the club today, she needed to come too.After one hour,I wore a long dress colored in my skin's color, a little bit more in pink.

 It was short and my body lines looked perfect. I let my brown long straight hair in her natural mode . I wanted to look natural, I only put a little mascara and a light pink lipstick , just like the dress. I met with Camille, Josh and Thiary outside.

"You can be my fake girlfriend, but really, you look amazing tonight, Amara." Thiary secretly told me.

"You mean it? This look is just for you, my fake boyfriend." I smirked and stepped front, so close to him.

"Easy kitty, I don't need fake kisses. This is all enough." I kissed his cheek then whispered in his ear : "Fake kisses are the bests, anyway." I smirked and he smirked too. It was arelationship based on smirks and irony, it sucked in the best way. We went in the car and then we went in the club.