My Own Personal Superhero

Prologue - For Kyle

Listen I never thought I would write something like this. Expressing emotions in a non fictional story type format with my own input mixed in. Almost like a manuscript.  I do not know of some others that have done so, and or would want to be so damn open. I for one, love to express what I want to say, but I cannot say I have done this before. With a whole cover page yada yada and so forth… The things I am about to reveal within this jumble of words, are things that are hard to say out loud. Things that you have maybe heard once… or twice. From someone other than me. You know of my constant need of attention, validation and how hard it could be to say these things. So think of it like this. One day, Veronica was lost basically. Not in a puppy dog way, she was happy, genuinely. Nothing was really going on in her life, whether it be bad or even good. But then one night, she remembered a clear figure of someone who was so unreachable in her sights. A man who was so much more than ordinary to her. She ended up falling for him indirectly. Someone who she commented on every shirtless picture possible, and even the ones he was wearing a shirt. Because well it was A total crush. Even just because he looked so good in a picture or comment about Star Wars just for that quick ounce of attention. She was nuts for him. But who really was that crazy? A guy who never looked her way … ever. Now you see that it was absurd for her to have feelings for someone who never had a legit conversation with, but the exception of Assassin’s Creed 3 years ago. It really came to her all at once. It wasn't gradually, as a normal quote on quote crush would be. The moment he even gave her 5 minutes of her time she fell for him. She fell so hard for him that she forgot all the bad things that had happened to her in the past. Sure... they haven't even met yet and her heart went from being on Hoth to Tatooine. He didn't know that one day she'd consider him a better superhero than all of those fictional DC masterpieces. She smelt the manly, totally irresistible smell of his clothes and the temptation made her fall even worse than taking that love potion in Harry Potter. She saw the man he truly was, with his beard and his eyes and the smile that made me fall even harder to the ground and made me weaker than Darth Vader felt after being electrified by Sidious. She felt the muscles bulging from his nicely fit shirt against her very small body. Demonstrating his superhero qualities shining beneath the man he is and was. She then, tasted. She tasted his lips for the first time and was immediately addicted. Addicted to the point of complete and utter infatuation. This showed her that the galaxy that she thought was so far far away… was closer than she ever thought possible. Seasons have changed since then, 3 times through. Summer went so quick, everything was so new and fresh just like us. Fall passed and leaves changed and so did the way I saw him. He became so perfect in her eyes. Winter was coming quickly and so did her anxiety. It started to eat her away for reasons that she hasn't stated to superhero before. The anxiety started because a man this amazing has never been in her life before and it is easy for someone that amazing to leave. It also started because no one has stayed this long despite what terrible situation the damsel in distress was.. she was usually called a bother. Or too much. Everything the hero has done for her has never gone unnoticed. She realized every day something new to love about her superhero. It took her a while to say that. Knowing the superhero didn't feel the exact same. But how could he? He's out saving everyone. I'm not the only damsel to be found. Between his day job, his friends, and his sidekicks he has so much on his plate. As long as I am in his life it could make the best days of her life even better. Some damsels didn't want to be saved, and that was their downfall. I would love to be saved. But only by you.  But see, Veronica had no idea that this would happen. That he would be so inviting, so comforting, so understanding. I could talk about this all the time. Every experience that I, Veronica the damsel in distress has gone through. But being a superhero can get tiring, very very tiring.

And I want you to know I wrote this for you, Kyle, my own personal superhero for you to know that I care about you so much. That you are always welcome to talk about anything and to be with me. You are my superhero. There may not be actual villains. But my thoughts, and others have tried to destroy me. It has not worked. Your powerful defenses have shown me that it is possible to get over the imaginary scenarios. I can't believe you've stayed. That we got this far. Thank you for staying even if the waters got rough, the sand got irritating, and the TARDIS became a little shaken up. Thank you for keeping me safe from the White Walkers, rescuing me from the Death Star, and keeping me concealed like the One Ring. But you also should know the fears I do have you may not be able to save me from quite honestly. Things are only natural, and I can't stop you from saving someone else. But I do know that you have done so much that I cannot complain but it makes me never want to leave. Your arms are my safe haven, I could have the most terrible nightmare but wake up next to you and be alright. Youll never truly know what you have done for me. Even with these words I say. It is truly unexplainable. You have done so much in only 6 months. I know no matter what Kyle. I would never throw you or what we might have away for anyone or anything. And that is a promise i am willing to make because I know what you mean to me. I mean that. Simply Holding your hand sends shivers up and down my body. But you have saved me from a lot. More than expected from one single person. But you are a superhero. Scratch that. You're mine. My own. My precious. Wait. Scratch that. You're my personal superhero. And this is our story.