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Deep slow breaths leave my mouth, trying to calm my racing heart as I take slow hesitant footsteps up the pathway. Maybe this is a bad idea, maybe I shouldn't have come, what if they hate me I think as I drag myself along the path. They sent me away for a reason, it's because I was unstable and they couldn't handle me anymore. Mom got more stressed everyday by just looking at me. And my brother started hating me with every passing day.
I was never the child they expected me to be, and nor was I willing to change for anyone. I hurt the closest people to my heart, and loved the ones who only meant bad.I made stupid mistakes, made terrible decisions, and I hurt everyone while doing so.I don't expect them to forgive me, at least not right away, but It would be nice if they did.
The moment of truth has fell upon me like a load of bricks now, and at this very moment I'm standing right outside it's door. With my hand hovering in front of the door, and with a heavy heart I gently knock.
A small ache formed in my hand so I brought it down and hid it behind my back. I can hear the heavy footsteps cascading down the staircase. At that moment the anxiety got to me and panic struck my brain. My heart started beating at a high level making me almost believe it would pound itself out of my chest. The footsteps are getting closer and my mind has started debating whether or not I should ditch this idea and run for it. Or if I should stay and face up to my fears like I should.
But the coward in me is bigger than the courage, and my brain already made up its mind. I find myself walking backwards away from the door. And then the thought crossed my mind, that maybe this is best, best for everyone including me. And with a sigh I spun around and took my first step down the stairs.
The soft slightly confused voice that spoke just three simple words almost made me choke. ''Who are you?'' He repeated again. The tears welled up in my eyes and I quickly blinked them away. No running now, I think to myself, as I took that little piece of courage I have and put it to use.
I slowly spun around to face him, he looks beyond confused at this point, but when he catches my face he has nothing but shock written all over it. ''It's you,'' He whispers with nothing but hate in his voice.
''Scott,'' I start but my voice cracks. ''Scott i'm sorry,'' I start to apologize. ''I'm so so sorry for everything I did, for everything I said to you, and to mom, i'm sorry for everything,'' I apologize while a few tears slide down my cheeks.
''Luna,' He starts but I cut him of. ''I know you'll never forgive me for what I did, and I don't blame you if you don't. But please just accept my apology Scott, I owe it to you,'' I state. I lower my head in front of him in shame and self pity.
And then he did what I thought was never gonna happen again, he hugged me. He hugged me tight and lovingly, no trace of faking. ''I forgave you the night you left, and I've missed you everyday. And so does mom, she regrets sending you off, she regrets not looking over other options,'' He softly says into my ear.
And there at that moment all the emotions came rushing in at once, and then they all let loose in the form of wet salty tears. ''I'll make it better this time, I promise,'' I mumble into his shirt. ''So will I.''
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First chapter guys. I hope you enjoyed it even tho it wasn't that dope. But I worked hard to make it really good for you guys. I just tagged a few people in this update soo....yeah.
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Action''I'll try to make it better this time.'' Luna McCall, the non-identical twin sister of Scott McCall. Complete sweet heart and total bad ass. When she makes her return back to her home town of Beacon Hills California, she's expecting everything to...
